Chapter 9: Love blinded.
In the morning , Kai woke up with a smile on his face and after remembering a specific mesmerizing face, he got up and got ready for his work , he took his bag and bowl and started walking out of the community's area and walked straight to the government office and sat infront of the building , squatting down on the ground , he looked at the large building , looking for someone specific while not knowing himself what he was doing , while sighing Kai tilted his head to the way he came from and suddenly,
A person in dark blue hanbok ,with hair tied in a bun and covered with a black hat , walked past him and entered the building without even glancing at him ....
Where the man in question didn't even spare him a glance but Kai got awestruck
He is a human , like a real human ,i can't believe it , he just like a quiet rain in the hot summer nights , like a azalea blooming in the wild ,like a flowing river , like a jade that shines only at night, how can such a person just walk through the streets without being careful of his surroundings, without having mercy on my heart.
Kai looked at him the whole day , stealing glances of the man who is the subject of his unwanted affection..
And then he went home in the evening with an empty bag and bowl, he had not even thought about this problem, what was he going to eat if he doesn't beg, the man had charmed him to the extent that the poor Gamja forgot about eating and sleeping, he was still in a daze, looking at the etheral being the whole day had made him forget that he has little won waiting for him by the entrance of their house , he walked with slow steps wanting to look more at the cruel man's precious face..
He finally got home and saw little won waiting for him and as soon as he saw his hyung, he jumped giddily..
Hyung, hyung ,where were you ,I was waiting for you ....won asked jumping up and down..
Kai was about to say something ,when little won took his bag and started looking into it...
What delicious things did you get today Hyung , little won asked looking in the bag only to find it empty...
You didn't get anything today ,hyung , won asked...
No ,there were not a lot of people today so i didn't get anything... Kai replied guiltily.
It's okay, I got a lot ,we can share them ... won stated happily and gave a bun to Kai ...
Kai patted his hair and after eating both the brothers went to sleep...
In the morning , Kai got up and went to the same place again to look at the man's face whose name was not even known to him...
A few weeks went by like this ,Kai got up every morning and went to the same place and sat there till evening , squatting at the ground and in the evening came back with empty hands , won always took care of his dinner ,so Kai could continue to go there without any problem..
During this time , kai changed completely , the selfish and arrogent Kai when he first came here in this era had gone , the Kai now didn't care what was happening around him , whether he was eating or not ,whether he was sick or well ,he does not have any plans or any wishes to go back to his real life now , he was enjoying his one sided love life , he knows very well he can never get the man he longed for but it doesn't not matter to him , he just wants to see that man and admire him with all his life ...
It's one of the many days ,Kai returned in the evening and saw won was sitting inside their house fuming in anger....
You came empty handed again , didn't you ... won asked ...
Yes , Kai replied...
Won walked to him and stood infront of him and put his hands on his shoulders..
Hyung , what's the matter with you , are you not going to tell your little brother , why is your condition like this ,did someone bully you or something huh , please tell me if it's something like that , let's go to some other place , we will go to another village and live there , please hyung ,tell me , how can I solve your problem if you don't tell me anything ,hyung please... won asked almost crying...
Kai smiled at his little brother and ruffled his hair ...
I am good wonnie , there's nothing wrong with me ....
No , you are not fine ,you are not how you used to be when you first came here ,you have changed , you used to play and laugh with me but now you are always in a daze and looking sad , what happened that made you change to this extent.... won asked again not buying it from Kai.
Kai hugged him and said in a low voice...
Wonnna , I promise I am good but if ever something happens ,I will tell you about it ..i promise ,so don't worry and relax...
Won relaxed in his embrace and hugged Kai back tightly ,after that he showed Kai what he got and both ate their dinner before going to sleep...
How can I be so selfish , I became so blinded by my love that I forgot about this little boy waiting for me everyday .. now if I go to the market to beg tomorrow I can't see my love but if I go to see him then I can't bring anything to eat tomorrow as well , what kind of situation is this ,what should I do ..both of them are very important to me ,one is my love but the other is my family. Kai thought as he was in a bind on what to do.