The Abyss Between Us: A Tale Of Cursed Love

Thank you my little won , i feel better now...

Hyung , i think someone has put a spell on you , everyone says they have never seen a handsome beggar like you ,i think we should go to our communities fortune teller.. won stated and held Kai's hand ready to leave but kai held him back and said .

No won , it's not that ,maybe I know why my heart is hurting I just don't want to accept it.

Are you missing your parents Hyung.. won asked again.

Yes , at this point I miss my parents alot... Kai sighed ...

Why , where are they , why are not they with you , did they abondon you... Won asked again...

Won , let's go we need to get to work or we would not have anything to eat tonight,get up.. Kai brushed the topic of his parents and got up.

But Hyung ,tell me first .. you know that I get really curious when people don't tell me these things ,you know .... Won whined wanting to know about his big brother...

Okay ,okay i will tell you everything when we have time but for now we need to go .. get up quick , quick , quick.. Kai urged him to get up..

After 1 hour:-

Kai was wandering on the road with his bowl in his hands ...

No ,no no , i can't do this , if I was in the present world Korea maybe I would have thought about it ,but not in this era , i can't , i don't deserve someone like him , it's a crime for me to even think about him , his precious presence in this world will be tainted even if I think about him , i need to control my emotions.

Kai was thinking when suddenly the state advisor walked past him in hurry..

The Kai who was thinking of controlling his feelings till now after seeing the state advisor he without knowing himself was walking behind him till the advisor got into a government building while Kai stood on the road looking at his fading back without blinking..

After a few minutes Kai came back to his senses and looked around...

No ,no no, i said to myself I will not do this .. i can't ...no this is wrong I should not do it ... Kai internally screamed at himself and ran far away from there.

In the evening, when Kai got home ,he saw little won had already come home and was waiting for him...

Hyung ,why were not you at your regular place today ,i came to see you but you were not there... Won asked as soon as Kai got in the room..

I was near the government buildings ... Kai replied putting his bag down...

Huh, why did you go there , it's so far away ... Won asked...

I just wanted to go there so I kinda did... Kai replied ...

Oh okay ,i thought you were sick ,anyways ... Won said looking at Kai ...

Later ,

Won came and put the plate of food infront of kai .

Here ,eat it Gamja Hyung , the chief asked us to have dinner together tonight but I said you were not feeling well so they let me take our food to our room ... Won explained...

They started eating when suddenly Kai 

 spoke up..

Won ,If I ask you something ,will you answer me truthfully...

Okay hyung ,what is it ... Won asked curiously ..

If ,you know ,if you ever ,see someone and you feel they are a heavenly being just like love at first sight ..but you are a beggar and he is a noble ,what would you do .. Kai asked hesitantly...

Hyung ,we don't have any match , he and I can never be possible ... Won stated stuffing the food in his cheeks...

Kai got disappointed and looked down but after a few minutes he again spoke up...

Okay , if you two are not possible ,does that mean that you can't even look at that person and think about him...

No , it's not bad if we only look at them from far afar and think about them without expecting anything and not forgetting our place... Won answered..

Hmm, you are right , Kai said and ate his dinner and after that both went to sleep...

They both slept peacefully but once the midnight struck Kai woke up again not able to sleep again, he sat up straight ...

Is it true what won said ....... on second thought yeah ,it's the truth , but why can't I look at him, this era says that a noble and a beggar can't be together but no one says that a beggar can't be in one sided love with a noble , i thought that my life was meaningless in this life but maybe he is the hope with whose support I will live in this era, maybe he is the reward god has given me after teleporting me to this era,

Yeah , i know now this is my reward my love for him is my reward , i will love him so much that I will live my life very happily with this one sided love ,even though I can't have his love , my love for him is enough to keep me alive and live through my remaining days...