The Woman Found the Will I Wrote

115 – I’m Not Sorry

As I throw Rumi on her bed, she talks to me with a somewhat foolish laugh.

“Ehehe… This reminds me of when Dern attacked me.”

“… “

I’m laughing now, but it must have been quite difficult at the time.

I looked at Rumi, who was staring at me, then sighed and spoke.

“It was a simple mistake at the time.”

“Mistake? “It was too serious to be called a mistake.”

“… “

I have nothing else to say about this incident, so I am keeping quiet.

Rumi talks to me as she loosens her front part a little more.

“That mistake… “Are you not going to do it?”

I spoke with the thought that my head was pounding from the constant temptations.

“I don’t plan on making any more mistakes, and I don’t plan on making any more mistakes, so get out now.”

“… “

At those words, Rumi gave me a very pouty look and glanced at me, then she fastened her clothes again and spoke.

“Dairn is too stubborn.”

“I’m not being stubborn, this is normal.”

“I don’t know.”

Rumi got up from the bed with a glum expression on anyone’s eyes.

She crinkles like I said before and tries to get out.

The moment I see Rumi’s her back her her, I am reminded of the phrase I heard in the Welcome Library: ‘A fake hero who exists to be sacrificed on his behalf.’

I unconsciously called Rumi.

“Rumi.”

“… Yes?”

He definitely had a glum expression just a moment ago.

As soon as I call him, he immediately responds brightly and looks at me.

I laughed to myself at Rumi, then slowly waved her hand and called out to her.

“Please come here for a moment.”

“… Yes? Yes.”

It’s strange yet pleasant that I suddenly call Rumi.

Just like when he first approached me, he runs towards me.

I looked at Rumi and thought about it for a while, then slowly stroked her head and spoke.

“Even if you don’t try hard, I won’t abandon you, so you don’t have to worry.

“… “

He looked at me with wide eyes, as if he didn’t know I was going to say this.

Soon he starts nodding his head with a blank expression.

I was about to let Rumi go, thinking that this would have been enough.

“You know… Are you really dying?”

Rumi begins to tell her story about her her will her her.

I didn’t know what to say, so I closed my mouth for a moment.

Rumi looks at me blankly and continues her story her her slowly.

“… “Can’t you just tell me why people die?”

The moment I heard this, I thought I was going to make an excuse by citing illness or something.

‘Even if I make an excuse like that, it’s obvious that I’ll get caught someday.’

I think it would be better to just be honest about it than to put it off and let it fester.

After much hesitation and consideration, I slowly told the truth.

“There are parts of the will that are not true.”

“There are some parts that are not true… ?”

“Okay. It is written that I will die, but I will not die. It just disappears.”

“… Yes?”

From Rumi’s point of view, she just blinks with a blank expression, probably because she thinks it’s just nonsense.

I looked at Rumi like that and opened my mouth again.

“… It means literally. I don’t die, I disappear from this world. Of course, I can’t be sure if it will really disappear, so it may not disappear.”

“… “

In a somewhat complicated situation, Rumi looks at me with a foolish expression as if the situation is not in order.

I smiled at Rumi and continued speaking slowly.

“Rumi, do you know what possession is?”

“Possession… ? “I’m not sure.”

“Possession means that another person enters another person’s body.”

“Yes, yes.”

Rumi suddenly looked at me with a look in my eyes that didn’t know why I was saying this.

I told Rumi the truth directly.

“I am not this Dern. To be more specific, he is a person from another dimension who entered Dern’s body.”

“… ?”

I smiled to myself as I looked at Rumi’s expression as if her soul was gradually draining away.

*

Surprisingly, it didn’t take long to make Rumi understand.

From the beginning, Rumi seemed to have no idea that I was really Dern.

‘No, I think they liked him more because he wasn’t the real Dern.’

If you think about it, the meeting between Dern and Rumi was the worst.

It might have been better to know that I didn’t even cause the worst.

Anyway, he didn’t seem to completely understand the situation itself, but he seemed to understand the context and was looking at me with a much better expression than before.

“Car… Move the circle? Possession? I’m not sure what it is… Anyway, you wrote that will because you could go back to the world you originally lived in?”

“I understand correctly.”

“And that reality? Earth? I found his body in the illusion library, so I don’t know if he will truly return.”

In order to convince and persuade, the real body is shown.

Rumi understands more clearly and she tells me what she understands.

As I was leaning back in her chair, thinking that this wouldn’t lead to unnecessary misunderstandings, Rumi spoke to me with a rather serious expression.

“Dern… There is one big problem.”

“What is it?”

“Dern’s child… Which dern should I make it with? ?”

It was such a shocking story that my mind instantly froze and I could only answer in a daze.

“… “What?”

“Well, that. Because I’m going to give birth to Dern’s child. Someday, Dern and he… “

Do you know that it is shameful to say something like this?

His face turns bright red and he asks a question in a voice that gradually subsides.

I thought those words were making me dizzy, but Luna, who was in her arms and spoke as if it were natural.

[Cellar! Of course, I think it’s right to do it with the original owner! Whatever happens to the master’s body now, it is not the master, but Dern!]

“Is that so?”

[Wow!]

Upon hearing that, Rumi seemed to have decided something and spoke while looking at me.

“Hey Dern… “

“Why are you doing that?”

“The body of Dern… “Can you lend it to me?”

“… “

“Okay, I’ll just use it for a moment and give it back to you! “I’ll clean it and return it to you, so please lend it to me!”

[That’s right. Just because you borrow it doesn’t mean it will wear out. No, does it wear out? I’m not sure, but I think it would be a good idea to lend it!]

I’m the 2nd person in front.

The moment I heard Rumi and Luna’s words, I thought I would get a severe headache.

“… Lose.”

“Yes?”

“Both of you, get out. “Right away.”

With those words, I handed Luna over to Rumi and forced her out of the room, making her sigh.

‘No matter how you think about it, naming Rumi Luna was just a handshake.’

I sighed, thinking that attaching a mating bird to an already unstable child was the worst move.

‘But what… Thanks to that, I changed her mind.’

As bad as it is… It wasn’t supposed to be. Maybe.

Still, I close my eyes tightly, deciding to remind myself that I won’t be saying things like that anytime soon.

Someone starts knocking on the door cautiously.

“Come in.”

The one who came in with my permission was Delia.

I noticed him looking at me with a somewhat pouty expression, as if he had heard something before coming here.

I wondered why, so I asked what was going on.

“I heard it earlier while I was walking down the hallway. “Did you ever do it with Rumi?”

“… What? What bullshit… No, no.”

Now I’m tired of answering so I’ll just keep my mouth shut.

Delia notices and her expression relaxes, and then she speaks to me with a shy smile.

“… It wasn’t. “I’m sorry for the misunderstanding.”

She sighs, thinking that if she found out even if it was too late, that would be okay.

Delia came closer to me and slowly opened her mouth.

“You know what. “I want to ask you something.”

“What is it?”

“What is that corpse-like thing next to it?”

Oh, now that I think about it, I guess I didn’t put my body in it.

I sighed again at her obvious mistake.

‘We should have talked about it later anyway.’

I just decided to use this opportunity to speak and explained everything about my body

After hearing all that, Delia laughed for a while and spoke to me.

“The jokes have increased.”

“Does this seem like a joke?”

“… Yes? It’s a joke. Because that can’t possibly make sense.”

It looks like Delia can’t believe what I said.

I had no choice but to make him understand with additional explanation later, and tried to insert my body.

Delia stopped my actions and spoke.

“Just a moment.”

“Why are you doing that?”

“No, it just suddenly occurred to me. If this body is really you… “If I somehow take over this body, doesn’t that mean I’ve taken over half of you?”

“What?”

“Even if I can’t be the wife, if I have half of the body, I will be a concubine but not a concubine, so I will actually be in power… ” No, it could be like a cronyism hidden behind a dark concept.”

It seems that the novels I read when I was young had some strange content mixed in.

He mutters unintelligible words and begins to understand things on his own.

Looking at Delia like that, I thought something would happen if I left her like this, so I kicked her out as well.