The Woman Found the Will I Wrote

106 – I Will Practice

As if he doesn’t want to let go of me, Shien’s warmth clings to me more and more.

I don’t know if I’ve been practicing for a while or if I’ve been imagining it based on previous experiences.

He kisses and hugs me with more skill than before.

‘… ‘

Now, I am patting her on the back and hugging her as a strong expression of her intention not to let go anymore.

Suddenly, a question crossed my mind.

I wonder if it is really okay to have a deep relationship like this when I wrote a will without knowing what would happen.

I don’t know how to express this.

I slowly closed my eyes, thinking that I felt like a patient who may or may not die during the surgery with a 50% chance.

‘I don’t know anymore.’

… In my heart, I just wanted to accept it and move on.

No matter how much I thought about it, I was hesitating because I thought it would be extremely irresponsible to act like that.

Shien slowly stops kissing and calls me.

“Lord Dern.”

“Why are you doing that?”

“At least for now… Could you please focus on me and not others… ?”

It looks like I was caught thinking of something else.

In front of Shien, I would like to reflect on having these thoughts and say I am sorry.

Before that, Shien gently caresses my cheek and whispers to me.

“Really… I really love you. Lord Dern.”

With those words, Shien kissed her again and started clinging to me more and more.

Shien seems to have remembered something. She moves slightly away from me, smiles mischievously and whispers to me.

“Lord Dern, do you know that? The doodle that Sir Dern gave me earlier… It is still not erased.”

I couldn’t help but clear my throat for a moment at Shien’s words

I’ve already heard that something was done to prevent it from being erased, but…

That’s because she never dreamed that she wouldn’t have erased it yet.

I couldn’t hide my embarrassment at those words and spoke carefully to Shien.

“It would be inconvenient if I left it without erasing it…” “Are you okay?”

“Yes, it’s okay. “As long as you are careful when training, bathing and wearing pajamas, there will be no problem.”

… Isn’t that okay then?

I’m not sure, but I was thinking that if Shien said it was okay, that would be okay.

Suddenly, Shien grabbed my hand and put it inside her armor and spoke.

“It’s still written around here, so if you want to check it, please let me know.”

Although it is inside the armor, it has thick leather so it feels somewhat hard.

It seems that he did this by wearing thick leather armor on the inside.

I laughed at Shien’s behavior and spoke briefly.

“What are you going to do if I say I want to see you now?”

“Of course, shouldn’t I take it off and show it to you?”

I am momentarily speechless at Shien’s words, which seem to be obvious.

‘It’s quite a pain to talk to a guy who doesn’t even know what he’s talking about.’

I thought that if it had been Rumi in front of me, I would have punched her, so I slowly withdrew my hand and spoke.

“There is no need to do that. It’s not like I don’t trust you.”

“Yes.”

I look at Shien, who is nodding, and try to take a step back.

Shien pulls me in and speaks in a voice that crawls towards me.

“This time… “I wish Lord Dern would kiss me.”

Perhaps it is embarrassing to make such a request, but I can see an expression full of shame unlike usual.

I thought that Shien was kind of cute and smiled, but then I decided to do the same and kissed him again.

“Hmm.”

A sound was heard from somewhere giving notice.

“… “

As soon as he heard that sound, Shien froze.

I quickly took a step back, blinked, and quickly looked around.

The moment he realized that people were flocking here, he made an awkward expression and started talking to me.

“Well, Lord Dern, the night sky looks really pretty.”

“… “

It’s the night sky.

I’m holding back my laughter because it’s kind of funny that the excuse they came up with is something like that.

Shien seems to not like me like that and shows her dissatisfaction her her by poking my side her her with her finger her her.

“Lord Dern, please say something…” ” !”

Even if you tell me to speak, there’s nothing I can do.

I continued talking while calming down Shien, who kept poking me in the side.

“Well then, since we’re done looking around here, let’s move on to the next place.”

“Ah… ! Yes I think that would be a good idea!”

Shien nods her head quickly as she tells me that she thinks this is a very satisfactory solution.

“Then the next place is…” ” “My room would be nice.” Then come here. “I have something to show you.”

Then he pulled my arm and slowly moved inside the mansion.

*

Usually, a room reveals one’s inner personality, so whether intentionally or unintentionally, the room is decorated according to one’s personality.

I think Sien’s room is very neat and simple… To put it nicely, it was neat. To put it bluntly, I laughed out loud looking at the empty room.

‘It’s a Sien-like room.’

When I was looking around Shien’s room, which didn’t seem like a room belonging to a prestigious family, or even a high-ranking noble.

Shien smiles and talks to me as if he is embarrassed.

“… Well, since I was young I was obsessed with sword training, so I had no interest in decorating myself, so this is what happened.”

“I see.”

“Yes… “

I think if it was this empty, the maid or butler would probably try to fill it in.

Judging from the fact that it was left alone, the interior design must have included Shien’s opinions.

As I was walking slowly inside, thinking that it was good because it was Sien-like, Sien pointed to the bed and spoke.

“You can sit on the bed.”

Why should I sit on the bed when there is a chair?

I don’t know why, but I thought it would be better to do as the owner intended, so I sat down on the bed.

Shien talks to me as she uses her tools to remove the armor she is wearing.

“Now that I think about it, Lord Dern. “What do you mean by the rumor about the Academy that your father mentioned earlier?”

“… “

Considering that you asked me about the rumors about pregnant dogs before, there’s no way I wouldn’t know about the rumors spreading around the Academy.

When I see these questions being asked, I guess they are bringing this up because they want to point something out.

I thought for a moment towards Shien, who was staring at me, and then slowly opened my mouth.

“It’s no big deal. “These are meaningless nicknames created by misunderstanding after misunderstanding.”

At those words, Shien looks at me blankly and continues her words.

“The rumors are too specific to say that… “Is it really a meaningless nickname?”

If you say it like that, you probably know how the nickname came about.

‘It is said that if you have the status of student council president, all kinds of information will be heard.’

When I think about it, not knowing was even weirder.

When I decided that it would be difficult to keep quiet any longer, I opened my mouth, thinking I would speak honestly.

“As I said before, it is a nickname that arose from misunderstanding after misunderstanding. Of course, it is difficult to express that they have nothing to do with me. It is safe to say that none of the nicknames were created through my fault.”

If you think about it, it was a somewhat funny situation.

The nickname “Dog trainer” Came about when Delia unilaterally said she would “Become a dog.”

The pregnant horse also came about because Rumi unilaterally asked him to make her pregnant.

This is because the nickname “Liberty” Came about because other girls were one-sidedly clinging to him.

‘So, if you look at this situation calmly.’

I am rather a victim.

I’m sighing, thinking that I don’t know why I have to suffer from such slander.

Shien looked at me and spoke calmly.

“… Lord Dern. That… “I didn’t mean it that way.”

If not, what did you mean?

I couldn’t understand it so I looked at Sien, and she turned her face and spoke to me as if she was embarrassed.

“If Lord Dern has such tastes… “I was asking to let you know that you can share your tastes with me.”

“… “What?”

“That’s right. Since I will be Lord Dern’s companion in the future, it would be nice to experience it in advance as if I were taking a bridal class… “Yeah.”

Shien blushed bright red and lowered her face, as if she was embarrassed to say this.

She closed her eyes tightly and finished her sentence.

“I want to become a bride to Lord Dern’s taste as soon as possible.”

The moment I heard that one word, it became difficult to maintain the reason I had managed to maintain until now.

Because I was also a man, and I also had feelings like s*xual desire and heart palpitations.

So, just as I couldn’t hold back any longer and was about to stretch out my hand, someone began to gently knock on the door.

“Master Dern, Lady Cien. The head of the family is calling.”

It looks like the results we discussed earlier have come to fruition.

I looked at Shien, who was making an innocent expression in front of me, and thought about it for a moment, then shook my head and turned to leave.

Shien grabs the hem of my clothes and pulls me while talking softly.

“… Lord Dern. I will also practice in many ways for Lord Dern.”

Practice? Since I didn’t know what he was practicing for, I sent Shien a look asking for further explanation.

Shien just smiles awkwardly and passes me by.

I blinked at the sight of Shien like that, then sighed and headed towards where the matriarch was.