Chapter 280: [Side Story] Lizzy Poliana Louerg - Love and Hate(7)
Her own reflection in the mirror, applying rouge and makeup, felt extremely unfamiliar.
Perhaps because the black dress she was wearing was also on the revealing side, it exuded a seductive atmosphere rather than a modest one…
When the makeup was finished, Lizzy sent the maids out and took out a pair of shoes from her dimensional storage.
Quite a long time ago, the shoes that Ferzen had personally sent to her—shoes that held the pain of her childhood.
Considering that he had sent them adjusted to fit the foot size of her now grown into a proper woman, there couldn’t be a more malicious act.
Seeing herself wearing these shoes that she had kept in order not to forget her vengeance and preparing to greet Ferzen, a bitter smile naturally flowed out.
Indeed, it might be a bit difficult to do this completely sober.
Lizzy, who moved with the help of her corpse servant uncorked the wine alone and drank a few glasses.
The subtle intoxication covered up many negative emotions, but she didn’t want it to completely hide them, so Lizzy put down the glass at that point and quietly waited for Ferzen.
Click.Had about 30 minutes passed like that?
Despite it being early evening, Lizzy shifted her gaze towards Ferzen, who entered her room early without even knocking.
“…You came quickly. Don’t you know that the earlier you come, the more time you’ll have to spend with me?”
“You’ve been drinking.”
“I only had three or four glasses. Don’t worry. I’m quite sober.”
Ferzen walked over and sat across from her.
“I wonder if I should pour you a drink.”
Shaking the still-full wine bottle, Lizzy held out a glass to Ferzen.
Then, Ferzen, not bothering to refuse, watched Lizzy pour wine into his glass and spoke in an awkward tone.
“You’ve dolled yourself up beautifully.”
“Ha.”
Lizzy had never thought she would receive a compliment from this man in her life, but she didn’t feel very good about it.
“The maids you hired are truly competent at their job. Their work even managed to overshadow this.”
Lizzy slightly extended her foot forward, pointedly showing the shoes she was wearing.
Ferzen’s eyes twitched at that, but the agitation quickly subsided.
“Louerg, where a lot of time has passed, must be filled with your memories here and there. But for me here, it’s full of the wounds I received from you. How…”
Can you…
“Include someone like me as part of those memories too?”
Not as the mother of your daughter Lobelia, but as Lizzy Poliana Louerg, your wife.
“……”
At the extremely straightforward confession, Ferzen was momentarily at a loss for words, but after taking a sip of the wine poured into his glass, he slowly answered.
“Well… There’s nothing more foolish than being certain about everything in life. However… regarding your question, isn’t your intention more important than asking for mine?”
Rather than Ferzen accepting Lizzy as his wife, it was about Lizzy accepting Ferzen as her husband.
If one had to determine the subject, it was clearly Lizzy herself, not him.
“Yes. I suppose you’re right.”
Lizzy bowed her head deeply, smiling bitterly, and then with the help of the corpse, she struggled to her feet and sat on the bed.
“To put it bluntly, I can’t readily accept that I’m your wife, that you’re my husband… that marital relationship as it is.”
Because maternal love for Lobelia didn’t justify Ferzen’s wrongdoings.
“I still think you’re being hypocritical.”
Even if that wasn’t the case.
“I will believe you’re being hypocritical until the very end.”
“……”
“So there’s only one destination where you and I can be together.”
Not a shoddy third-rate play, but continuing a splendid play on stage that can even break down the gap of the fourth wall.
Just as an undiscovered lie becomes the truth, an endless play also becomes a reality.
“This way, we can be seen as good mom and dad to Lobelia as much as we want……”
But Lizzy will never be able to be a good wife to Ferzen till the end, and Ferzen will never be able to be a good husband to Lizzy.
Because at least the parties involved will be aware that it’s all part of an act for the play.
Yes.
No matter what they do, no matter what meaning they put into it.
It will be bound by the yoke of acting performed by the actors on stage.
That’s why Lizzy smiled directly at Ferzen’s red eyes that were gazing at her.
Her red lips drew an arc, and her beautifully curved violet eyes made her look particularly beautiful, but…
Drip.
The tears flowing down her cheeks mixed a poignant pathos into that beauty.
Eventually, Lizzy lowered her slender hand, lifting the hem of her dress herself, and spoke as if seducing Ferzen.
“Will you… embrace me?”
No.
“Please… embrace me…… darling.”
Just as Lizzy received a compliment from Ferzen for the first time, perhaps it was also an unfamiliar term of endearment that Ferzen heard from her for the first time.
Ferzen, who had been sitting in place for a long time fiddling with his wine glass due to the intense sense of discomfort caused by that resonance, soon stood up, approached closely, and lowered his head.
“……”
A close distance where each other’s breaths exhaled through the nose could be vividly felt.
However, Lizzy, who didn’t turn her face away, quietly closed her eyes.
Smooch.
Soon, beyond their softly overlapping lips, their tongues intertwined, and Lizzy, reaching out her lost hands, tightly embraced Ferzen’s back and surrendered herself to the flow.
*****As he exhaled hot breath and sniffed her scent, nibbling at her neck, Lizzy trembled slightly.
A persistence that let her know, without even checking, that vivid kiss marks had been left.
Not stopping there, he reached out his large hand, grabbed the shoulder strap of her dress, pulled it down to the side, and gently kneaded her exposed breasts.
No, not only kneading but also circling his fingertips near her areola, naturally causing her pink nipples to rise mischievously…
And seeing Ferzen burying his face there, sucking on her nipples like a child, Lizzy unconsciously followed the habit of breastfeeding Lobelia and gently wrapped her arms around the back of Ferzen’s head.
Flinch.
The terribly gentle foreplay made her body burn more than ever, despite the emotional repulsion.
But Lizzy tried hard to suppress the moans that her pleasure-receiving body wanted to let out.
It was less that she didn’t want to let Ferzen hear her lewd cries, but more that she simply didn’t want to acknowledge her own dishevelment.
“Hng! Ah…!”
However, as his hand slyly went down and poked her navel, Lizzy unconsciously parted her sealed lips and let out a sweet moan.
Hating it, Lizzy unwrapped her hand that was holding the back of his head and tried to push Ferzen’s head down, but his unmoving head brazenly kept his face buried in her breasts, teasing her nipples, then greedily taking a whole mouthful, enough to cover her areola.
Lizzy instinctively flinched at the vivid sensation of teeth sinking in, but her gradually heating body turned even that into pleasure, making her pant.
“You’re so vicious…”
Whether she liked it or not, Lizzy had been steadily mixing bodies with Ferzen at least once a month.
Because of that, she knew that every time they had relations, Ferzen showed a considerably sadistic tendency, so she spoke mischievously, but his expression, not taking the bait at all, was only evoking a strange satisfaction as he caressed her breast deeply marked with teeth marks as if looking at spoils of war taken from an enemy.
After all, from his perspective, a woman who had been a thorn in his side for a long time was willingly spreading her legs and embracing him, so he must be feeling an indescribable sense of conquest.
Laura.
Yuriel.
Euphemia.
What did those women like so much about sex when they were treated like a female animals in this way, that they were desperate to become his whores?
“Ugh…!”
Eventually, as Ferzen pulled up the skirt of her dress and lowered his body to bring his lips to her navel, Lizzy reached down and tightly grasped Ferzen’s hair.
She had experienced a lot of hypocritically gentle foreplay like this on a regular basis.
But today, her own reaction to that stimulation was different, so she thought she’d rather have him insert quickly.
However, contrary to that wish, Ferzen’s tongue licking around her navel soon dug into her lovely crevice, and Lizzy trembled and sweated at the moans that leaked out no matter how much she suppressed them.
But even those emotions scattered as soon as Ferzen’s two hands pulled down her panties.
“……”
Her womanhood was already soaked, with juices stretching along the surface of her garments.
Squelch.
Especially when Ferzen confirmed by tapping her vulva with his palm, as if she had wet herself, Lizzy couldn’t endure the intense shame and turned her head to the side.
Squish!
“Hic…!”
But at that moment, as his middle finger dug into her squishy vulva and firmly pressed against the bumpy part, Lizzy unconsciously gripped the bedsheet tightly.
A strange, tingling, and stinging pleasure that could be confused with the urge to urinate.
She hated melting into it, so she tried to roughly pant and twist her body to run away, but when he leaned over and grabbed her chin and gave her a rough kiss, that feeble resistance was instantly suppressed.
Even at this moment, the finger still stuck in her vulva didn’t come out and was stirring inside her vagina…
“N-no…!”
Lizzy, who barely pushed Ferzen’s invading tongue out of her mouth, tried to push away Ferzen’s firm chest with her delicate hands.
But since Ferzen was cowardly enough to put his weight on her, all Lizzy could do was spread her legs vulgarly and experience an intense orgasm that made her mind go blank as his fingers stirred her vulva while she panted.
“Nngh…! Ugh…!”
Wrapped in the afterglow of pleasure that made it hard to even moan properly, Lizzy, who was writhing her waist, repeatedly tightened and loosened around Ferzen’s fingers shoved into her vulva.
Then, the moment Ferzen’s fingers pulled out…
Splurt!
Lizzy trembled slightly and obscenely spilled her nectar.
The entrancing smell of arousal filled the room.
The lewdly spread pink flesh still twitched and tempted Ferzen in front of her eyes, and Ferzen, who was looking down at Lizzy, pulled down his pants and comfortably positioned himself, then shoved his twitching monstrosity into Lizzy’s vulva, who hadn’t properly come to her senses, in one go.
Squish!
His penis, burying to the root without a hint of resistance, filled Lizzy’s lower abdomen in an instant.
Not stopping there, Ferzen pushed his penis further into her womb, which an ordinary woman wouldn’t allow.
“Haa…”
Ferzen exhaled a held breath and caressed her bulging lower abdomen at that unfamiliar pleasure that was hard to get used to.
Then he lifted her slender legs, neatly gathered them, and moved his waist with his weight on her.
Due to the position, his penis, which was already deeply buried, pressured Lizzy, and that unique sensation pulled Lizzy, who had barely melted into the unfamiliar pleasure, up.
At that, Lizzy clearly felt Ferzen’s monstrosity invading not only her vagina but also her womb and struggled to focus.
She thought it was an unsightly expression that could only be seen during intercourse that regained the emotions engraved during the years of living as a human…
But wondering if he did that even when not doing so, Lizzy tightly squeezed her flesh.
A closeness that made the hideously bulging veins of his penis vividly felt.
“Euk! Ah…! Kuhk…!”
Every time, the monstrosity that dug into her womb screamed as if pressing down on her internal organs, but Lizzy, who endured it all, obediently fulfilled her duty as a female lying under a male in accordance with Ferzen’s rough hip movements.
Intercourse where a somewhat truly misaligned communication seemed to be exchanged.
She wondered if other women could reach climax together, but Lizzy, who thought this sex where they didn’t achieve two-way communication but only one-way was truly “like them,” soon easily realized that Ferzen’s ejaculation was imminent.
But around this time, he should have moved his hips even more roughly, but he slowly slowed down his movements, grabbed her legs that he had brutally trampled on when she was young, and gently kissed her slender ankles.
…Was he trying to do some useless grooming now?
After the kiss, he lightly bit her ankle, looked down at her with his unique red eyes, and discharged a load of sticky semen into the womb he had stirred.
Was the her reflected in his eyes right now the young lady of the Claudia family, or the woman sharing the surname Louerg?
Well, what did it matter, Lizzy thought as she silently accepted Ferzen’s long ejaculation filling her womb.
A fullness that wouldn’t be strange to immediately conceive a second child if it was a fertile period.
“Pull out… You’re done, aren’t you?”
Even though no more semen was coming out, why was he staying still with his penis shoved into her womb for so long?
“Are you trying to pee or something?”
When she finally spoke sarcastically, Ferzen slowly pulled his hips back and pulled his penis out of her.
Then he brought a clean cloth and gently began to wipe her crotch.
Flinch!
Lizzy, who had vivid memories of caring for Lobelia, couldn’t adapt to this hypocrisy at all and tried to push him away, but she couldn’t even struggle a bit because she had no strength in her body.
Therefore, quietly feeling her body temperature cooling down, when Ferzen’s hand left, Lizzy took off her shoes, pulled the blanket over herself, and turned her body.
Creak.
But Ferzen, who lay down beside her, turned her body to bury her face in his firm chest.
Until now, he had slept well with his back turned after having a relationship, so what was he doing?
“……”
However, Lizzy, who thought it was ridiculous to forcibly assign meaning to each and every one of Ferzen’s actions, relaxed her body.
In any case, this was also part of the act.
An act to portray good parents for their daughter.
In order not to let the little girl know that this was definitely an act, the actor who took the stage would have to be immersed in it.
Yes, Lizzy, who thought this was undoubtedly just that process…
The villain who ruined her life.
The villain who killed her family.
The villain who destroyed her household.
She slowly buried her head in the arms of the villain who would never change and closed her eyes.