Chapter 44: A Dream that isn't a Dream
Her cool hands pressed firmly against Akash's temples, their touch radiating a faint, almost electric pulse. The Sister's blindfolded face remained calm, her lips moving in a silent prayer. Akash's breath hitched as the sensation spread, a strange mixture of cold and heat creeping through his veins. Then, his vision began to dim. At first, it was like closing his eyes underwater—a faint blurring of light and color—before everything plunged into darkness.
And then it came. The fire.
It started as a flickering ember deep in the pit of his stomach, a heat so faint it could have been his imagination. But the ember grew, climbing his chest like a slow, insidious flame. His skin burned from the inside out, yet the fire didn't consume—it expanded, like a thousand tiny pinpricks of heat burrowing deeper and deeper. Akash clenched his teeth, but he couldn't move. His body felt weightless, yet unbearably heavy, as though he were suspended between realms.
And then, the darkness shattered.
Ash fell from the sky in a relentless cascade, coating the air in a suffocating gray haze. Akash coughed, instinctively shielding his mouth, though the air was already thick with soot and heat. Around him stretched a barren wasteland of cracked earth and jagged black stones. The ground was fissured and broken, radiating faint streams of smoke as though the land itself were bleeding fire. The horizon was a blurred nightmare of burning shadows and collapsing towers.
The first sensation was heat. It crept up his skin like a rising tide, faint at first but quickly swelling into a burning, searing wave. His chest tightened. It wasn't just heat—it was a hunger, a devouring fire that threatened to consume him from the inside out. Akash clutched at his chest, gasping, only to find his hands met nothing. His body felt distant, disconnected, yet the agony was real.
And then, as if summoned by his despair, the void around him cracked open. A jagged fissure ripped through the darkness, spilling ash and faint embers into the emptiness. The world reshaped itself violently. The ground formed beneath his feet, but it was no ordinary terrain—only endless ash, rising in plumes that drifted lazily through a sky choked with soot and gray flame. The air was oppressive, heavy with smoke and the faint metallic tang of burnt earth.
The Sister stood beside him, her hands clutching her chest. Her calm demeanor was gone, replaced by wide, panicked breaths. She fell to her knees, her fingers digging into the ash-strewn ground. "What... what is this?" she whispered, her voice trembling. "This is not your mind—this is something else. Something ancient."
Before Akash could respond, the ground beneath them rumbled. A deep, resonant sound echoed across the wasteland, not unlike the groan of a massive beast stirring from its slumber. The Sister gasped, her blindfold glowing faintly as she turned her head skyward. Akash followed her gaze.
A throne loomed in the distance.
Looming before him, half-buried in the ash like the skeletal remains of a long-forgotten god, stood a throne. It was hewn from a dark, unyielding stone that seemed to glisten with a faint, unnatural sheen, as though polished by the heat of countless ages. The throne's back arched high above him, etched with symbols Akash couldn't begin to understand, their jagged lines glowing faintly with crimson light.
No, not a throne. A monstrosity shaped like a throne, built from jagged bone and scorched stone. It sat atop a great mound of ash, a massive gray mountain that twisted upward like a claw raking the heavens. Around the throne swirled a storm of black and blue fire, the flames licking the air like restless serpents. And seated upon that throne was the figure.
At first, Akash thought it was a statue, unmoving and immense. But then it stirred, shifting slightly, the motion releasing a wave of heat that rolled across the wasteland like an inferno. The figure leaned forward lazily, resting its chin on one hand, while its other hand tapped idly against the armrest of the throne. It was humanoid, but grotesque in its perfection. Its pale skin glowed faintly in the firelight, its torso bare except for the crimson toga draped loosely across its shoulders. Blackened veins crawled up its arms like cracks in marble, stopping abruptly at its elbows. And in the center of its chest, where a heart should have been, there was only a void—a swirling, endless abyss that seemed to devour the very air around it.
The figure's eyes opened.
Akash froze as those eyes locked onto him—twin orbs of burning orange, brighter and more terrible than the sun. They pierced through him, their light exposing every weakness, every insecurity, every hidden part of his soul.
"Well," the figure said, its voice smooth and venomous, "this is unexpected."
The Sister gasped, her hands flying to her temples as though she were trying to shield herself. "This can't be," she whispered. "You should be bound. You were bound."
The figure chuckled, a deep, rumbling sound that vibrated through the ground and sent ash cascading from the mountains. "And yet, here I am. Were you expecting chains, little priestess? Did you think your flimsy bindings could keep me from my vessel forever?"
"Vessel?" Akash said sharply, his voice breaking the spell of terror that held him. "What the hell are you talking about?"
The figure's gaze shifted to him, and a slow, cruel smile spread across its face. "Ah, the host speaks. How delightful."
"Answer me!" Akash snapped, his fists clenching despite the oppressive heat. "Who are you? What do you want?"
The Sister staggered to her feet, her voice rising in desperation. "Do not listen to him! Do not let him into your mind! He is—"
The figure raised a single finger, and the Sister's words died in her throat. Her body jerked as if struck, and she crumpled to the ground, gasping for air. "No interruptions," the figure said coldly, its eyes never leaving Akash. "This is between me and my... host."
Akash's jaw tightened. "I'm not your anything."
"Oh, but you are," the figure said, rising slowly from the throne. The motion was unnaturally fluid, almost serpentine, as though its body weren't bound by the laws of flesh and bone. It stepped down from the ash-covered mound, the ground trembling with each step.
"You carry my flame," the figure continued, its voice a low, hypnotic hum. "You carry the Ruin, whether you know it or not. And when the time comes, you will burn as brightly as I once did. The malformed angels will scream, and their wings will wither. The fire will consume them all."
Akash shook his head, backing away instinctively. "You're insane."
The figure chuckled again, a dark, resonant sound that seemed to echo endlessly. "Am I? Or are you simply blind to the truth?"
The Sister struggled to her knees, her hands trembling as they reached toward Akash. Her voice was hoarse, barely above a whisper. "Akash... don't let him in. Don't listen to his lies. He is... Ruin. He is... Despoiler."
The figure sneered, its burning gaze snapping to the Sister. "And you are a blind worm crawling through the ash. You think you know me? You think your hollow gods will save you?"
With a flick of its wrist, blue and silver flames erupted around the Sister. She screamed, the sound piercing and raw, as the fire consumed her robes and melted her blindfold. Beneath it, her eyes burned like molten metal, their light reflecting the horrors she now saw.
"Stop!" Akash shouted, rushing forward. He didn't know what he was doing, didn't know how to fight this thing, but he couldn't just stand there and watch.
The figure turned back to him, its smile widening. "Good. Fight. Struggle. Show me your defiance."
Akash lunged, but the figure raised a hand, and the ash around him exploded into motion. It twisted into tendrils of fire and shadow, coiling around Akash's arms and legs and dragging him to the ground. He thrashed against them, but they were too strong, their heat searing his skin.
"You are weak," the figure said, standing over him, its voice like smoldering coals, layered with disdain and something far more ancient. "But that is to be expected. You struggle, clawing at the walls of a world that doesn't want you. A pebble tossed against a mountain."
Akash growled, the ash swirling around him stinging his skin, but he managed to push himself up to his knees, glaring up at the towering figure. "I don't care about being worthy, and I don't care about whatever madness you're spewing. You want to burn the world? Fine. But leave me out of it. I'm not your tool."
The figure tilted its head ever so slightly, the faintest trace of amusement curling its lips. It crouched down, resting its forearms on its knees so that it was now level with Akash, their eyes meeting. Up close, those orange irises burned like molten metal, endless and unyielding. The black void in its chest pulsed faintly, drawing Akash's attention like a predator luring prey.
"Leave you out of it?" the figure murmured, the words almost tender. "Oh, my little flame, how endearing. How fragile you are, clutching to the illusion that you have a choice."
Akash clenched his fists, his breathing ragged as he fought against the oppressive heat of the creature's presence. "I do have a choice," he spat. "You can try to use me, but I'll fight you every step of the way. I'll die before I let someone like you control me."
The figure chuckled, a deep, resonant sound that seemed to vibrate through Akash's bones. "Ah, there it is," it said softly. "That lovely, fleeting defiance. I've seen it so many times before. They all fight at first, you know. They scream, they struggle, they break. And in the end..." It reached out a hand, its fingers brushing the side of Akash's face with a touch so cold it burned. "They all become the same."
Akash jerked his head away, disgust roiling in his gut. "Not me. I'm not like them. Whatever you think I am—whatever you think you own—I'm not yours."
The figure's smile faded, replaced by something far darker, far colder. Its voice dropped to a low, rumbling whisper. "You think you are different? You think you are unique? Look around you, Akash Dorher. Look at this wasteland."
The ashstorm whipped around them violently, rising in swirling columns that stretched high into the burning sky. In the distance, Akash could see towers collapsing under the weight of invisible forces, their stones turning to dust as they crumbled into the earth. A sickly black sun hung above the horizon, casting long shadows across the broken landscape.
"This," the figure said, gesturing to the devastation, "is the sum of your kind's ambition. They build, they conquer, they name themselves kings and gods, but in the end, it always comes to this. Dust. Ruin."
"I'm not like them," Akash repeated, his voice firm, though his chest tightened under the weight of those orange eyes.
The figure's lips twitched upward, its gaze almost pitying. "How utterly... quaint. But let me tell you a secret, little flame. It doesn't matter whether you want to be like them. It doesn't matter what you want at all."
Its hand gestured toward the ashstorm, and the swirling gray mass shifted, coalescing into shapes. Akash's breath caught as he saw figures forming within the storm—men and women made of ash, their faces blurred but unmistakably human. They marched forward in an endless procession, their heads bowed, their shoulders hunched. And in their chests, glowing faintly, was a single, smoldering ember.
"This is your kind's gift to me," the figure said, its voice almost reverent. "A spark of fire in every soul, waiting to be stoked, waiting to burn. You think you are different, but the fire in you is no different from theirs. You call it strength. I call it inevitability."
Akash staggered to his feet, his hands balled into fists at his sides. "Then take it!" he shouted, his voice raw. "Take your fire and shove it. I don't care about your 'gifts,' or your plans, or whatever game you're playing. You want my soul? You want my life? Come and take it. I'll make you fight for every inch."
The figure's smile returned, wider this time, its teeth gleaming like polished ivory. "Oh, I don't need to take it," it said. "It's already mine. Every breath you take, every choice you make, every sword you swing—it all leads back to me. You may fight, you may struggle, but in the end, the fire will consume you. And when it does..." It leaned in close, its voice dropping to a whisper. "You will beg me to let you burn."
Akash's body trembled with rage, his vision swimming with the oppressive heat. "I don't beg," he growled, his voice like a growl ripped from the depths of his chest. "Not to you. Not to anyone."
The figure straightened, towering over him once more, its orange eyes blazing with a terrifying intensity. "Good," it said. "Hold onto that defiance, little flame. Nurture it. Feed it. You'll need it when the chains break. And they will break."
It turned, moving back toward the throne with the same lazy, predatory grace. As it ascended the mound of ash, it paused, looking back over its shoulder. "I will see you again, Akash Dorher. And when I do..." Its smile widened, impossibly cruel. "We'll see how brightly you burn."
The ashstorm surged, swallowing the figure and the throne in a swirling vortex of gray and black. Akash felt the ground give way beneath him, and the flames that had been simmering in his chest erupted once more, consuming his vision in a blinding inferno.