The calm

Cyra pov

I woke up to the sun creeping in from the window, extending across the bed and warming me up after a cold night's sleep. I squinted my eyes adjusting myself to my dull room.

Broken glass scattered around my bed or what is left of it, reminding of the beating I got yesterday, my now dull golden hair always getting in the way as I try to gaze upon what used to be a well decorated room before but now..... A familiar ache in my chest remind me of the reason am in this condition. Am nothing but a killer, someone who doesn't deserve love and attention. Someone who destroy anything it comes in contact with.

Epiphany Cyra;: Epiphany meaning an appearance of a divine being while Cyra means like the moon, Born in the light. Who gives their child that kind of name when all she brings is death or misfortune everywhere she goes. I'll be turning 18 years today and according to the werewolf laws that's the age you get to meet your mate and have your wolf except for the alpha's who get theirs at the age of 14. The special wolf also get their wolf at a young age from 10-12 depending on how special you are. I got mine at the age of 10, which makes me wonder 'what is so special about me'. My wolf's name is Aurora. I barely talks to her. The words I heard from her was on the day I changed

10 years me wandered to the forest searching for sticks to build me a boat when I felt a sharp pain and heard cracking of bones, at the first crack i fell into darkness only to wake feeling weak in all of my joints and shaper nervous system. That's when I heard her voice "hi Cyra am aurora and I'm your wolf" she sounded cheerful " oh!, Hi" I replied then I heard the sound of water being poured, I was about to ask what that was when she said "that's the sound of a stream nearby" I looked around and found nothing "don't worry it's there it's just that there's a slight change with your hearing and sight" she replied my unspoken question.

I panicked "are you saying that I have problem with seeing and hearing"

"No I meant a change not that it doesn't function at all. Listen you now have shaper hearing and shaper sight, do you now understand?"

"Oh, yes I do. Well let's get to the stream then but am not allowed to swim without an adult present" I said

"Okay" she cheered.

Taking a step at that moment was hard but with each step it became more easier as I ran with my tongue out to the wind all the way till I got to the river.

"Stand by this side and look down" she ordered, and when I did I saw a white wolf with no stain or mark just white and eyes like that of the sky that can captivate anyone

"listen, I don't have much time but I just want to say this, you a special girl and although I can't stay with you throughout what you'll pass through just know that I'll always be with you and I'll come when needed". She sounded in a hurry and before I could say 'Jack' she left me all alone in this cruel word

Up until now I wondered who was after her. Some sweet thing about having her is when I changed and changed back I still had my clothes on which means I don't have to worry about shredding my clothes since I have few and she also gets to heal me. I also get to talk to her even if she doesn't reply but I know she's there and she listens. I looked outside through the little air hole I have as a window and I could tell the time should be 5:00- 5:30am and I know you're wondering how I knew the time just by giving or looking through the window. Well, I don't need to be poured water or shout at to know the time anymore so I learnt to adapt. Apparently I don't deserve to own a watch or clock and I don't get to be late for anything that's why I had learn to adapt.

I cursed with my mouth closed

due to the pain I feel all over my body as I mange to lift myself off of the only property I own. Standing under the iced cold droplets that fell from a metal rod with tiny openings. Instead of calming me I felt discomfort as it touches the open cuts and bruises on my body. I managed not to scratch it this time around and hurriedly left my safe zone to begin my chores for today.

" erhhh" I grumbled as I just remembered that today is Mondays, I hate Monday. I have to go to my second torture home, after the pack house come the school.

As I made my way to the kitchen I noticed the cut and bruises looks as if it not there I guess my wolf has kicked in the healing

Immediately I got to the kitchen I got to work immediately before I get another beating to last me another day through school and that's the worst thing to happen to me right now. I made bacon and maple syrup, one thing about breakfast is that, it might be plenty because we're all wolf's but is the quickest to get done with now and head onto other chores.

Am to clean the alpha's and Luna's room first before their sons room and mind you he's the worst of my bullies.

After am done cleaning the alpha's room I went to their son's room, I've always envied his room an off-wife theme and black furniture, a huge and nicely decorated bed with great pillows and blankets surrounding it like one great cushion. Just by the lamp side you could see a picture of a wolf howling to the moon and I got lost staring at it only to be called back to reality by The voice I dreaded the most.

"What the F**k are you doing in my room and not doing your f**king job, sl*t" he said and OMG does he sound angry.