Chapter 10: Masks and Revelations
The morning after the yacht party, Lily woke with a mild hangover and the vague recollection of dancing with several teammates until the early hours. She emerged from her room to find the villa unusually quiet—most guests apparently sleeping off the previous night's excesses. Only Sophia was awake, cheerfully demolishing a plate of tropical fruit by the pool.
"Morning, sunshine!" she called, far too energetically for someone who had been doing tequila shots at 2 AM. "There's coffee in the pot, and I had the staff make those little pastries you like."
"You're inhuman," Lily groaned, but gratefully accepted the offered caffeine. "How are you not dying right now?"
"Hwang family secret," Sophia tapped her nose. "We metabolize alcohol like champions. It's our superpower."
Lily sank into a lounge chair, nursing her coffee. "What's the plan for today?"
"Everyone's moving slowly. Arabella mentioned something about snorkeling this afternoon if people revive." Sophia popped a piece of mango into her mouth. "Oh, and Ethan was looking for you earlier."
Lily nearly choked on her coffee. "He was?"
"Mmhmm. Said something about showing you a sea turtle nesting site he found on the north shore." Sophia waggled her eyebrows suggestively. "Very romantic. Very 'let's get away from everyone else so I can finally tell you how I feel.'"
"It's not like that," Lily protested automatically.
"It absolutely is, and you know it." Sophia pointed a fork at her accusingly. "You two have been dancing around each other this entire trip. It's time somebody made a move, and I'm betting on Ethan."
The rest of the day passed in leisurely recovery for most guests. By evening, Lily found herself growing increasingly nervous about Ethan's invitation, conveyed through Sophia, to meet him at the north shore after dinner. She'd agreed—partly out of curiosity, partly because avoiding him on a small island was becoming ridiculous.
When she arrived at the designated spot, a small cove sheltered by palm trees, she found a blanket spread on the sand and Ethan waiting, silhouetted against the sunset.
"I wasn't sure you'd come," he said simply.
"Neither was I," she admitted, settling on the blanket beside him, leaving careful space between them.
They sat in silence for a moment, watching the sun's final descent toward the horizon, painting the sky in brilliant oranges and pinks.
"I need to say something," Ethan began finally. "About what happened at the library, about everything before this trip."
Lily tensed. "You don't have to—"
"I do." He turned to face her fully. "I came to Harvard with an agenda, yes. I was raised to see people as assets or obstacles, to evaluate every relationship for its strategic value." His expression was open, vulnerable in a way she'd never seen before. "And then I met you."
The sincerity in his voice made her heart skip. "Ethan..."
"When I first noticed you, I thought you might be useful—a connection to make, a potentially valuable ally. But the more I got to know you, the more I realized how much more there was to you than any label or family name." He reached for her hand, hesitating until she allowed him to take it. "I don't care if you're Feng Yixin or Lily Wang or anyone else. I care about the person who beats me at tennis and argues economic theory and looks at the world with such careful intelligence."
"How can I believe that?" she asked quietly. "How do I know this isn't just another calculation?"
"You can't," he acknowledged. "Not with certainty. All I can offer is time and consistency." His thumb traced gentle circles on her palm. "I'm not asking you to trust me completely. I'm just asking for a chance to show you who I really am, beyond my father's expectations and my family's reputation."
Lily studied his face in the fading light, searching for deception and finding only an openness that made her breath catch.
"I'm drawn to you," he continued, his voice low. "Not to what you might offer, not to any advantage you might represent. Just to you."
The truth was, she was drawn to him too—had been from the beginning, despite her caution, despite her doubts. There was something about him that resonated with her, perhaps because they shared similar burdens, similar expectations.
"What would this even look like?" she asked, not pulling her hand away. "You and me?"
A smile touched his lips. "I have no idea. That's what makes it interesting."
Something shifted inside her at that moment—a willingness to step into uncertainty, to risk vulnerability. Here, far from Harvard and family obligations, far from the careful boundaries she'd established, she could feel the weight of her masks becoming too heavy to bear.
Perhaps Arabella was right. Perhaps it was time to let someone see behind them, even if just a little.
When he leaned forward and kissed her, she didn't pull away. Instead, she found herself responding with a hunger that surprised her, as if some tightly coiled spring inside her had finally been released.
Their first night together unfolded with the dreamlike quality of all forbidden things—hands exploring unfamiliar territories, whispered confessions in the darkness, the startling vulnerability of being truly seen. Not as heirs to powerful dynasties, but simply as Ethan and Lily, two people finding a rare connection in a complicated world.
Afterward, lying in the tangle of sheets in his beachfront cottage, reality began to reassert itself in Lily's mind.
"This is complicated," she murmured against his shoulder.
"Most worthwhile things are." His fingers traced lazy patterns along her spine.
"My family..." she began, then stopped herself.
"Would not approve of the Reyes name," he finished for her. "Nor would my father appreciate me forming attachments that don't serve his interests." He shifted to look at her. "Perhaps we keep this between us for now. No need to invite outside interference while we're figuring things out."
Relief flooded through her. "You wouldn't mind? Keeping this private?"
"Mind? I'd prefer it." His expression turned serious. "My family connections bring certain risks. The less association you have with me publicly, the safer you are."
The irony wasn't lost on her—his concern for her safety, when her own security detail would be having fits if they knew where she was right now. But his suggestion aligned perfectly with her own needs: time to explore whatever this was between them without the weight of family expectations crushing it before it had a chance to grow.
"A secret, then," she agreed, settling back against him. "Just between us."
In the darkness of the cottage, with the sound of waves breaking gently on the shore outside, Lily allowed herself to simply be present—not Feng Yixin with her dynasty's expectations, not Lily Wang with her carefully constructed cover, but just herself, whatever that meant, in the arms of someone who might actually see her clearly.
What she couldn't see was the calculatingly triumphant gleam in Ethan's eyes as he gazed at the ceiling above them, or the slight curve of satisfaction that touched his lips as he held the Feng dynasty's most precious asset against his chest.
Some masks, after all, were worn more skillfully than others.
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The remaining days of the island getaway took on a new dimension for Lily—the ordinary vacation activities now overlaid with stolen moments and secret glances exchanged with Ethan. They maintained their careful distance in public, interacting casually when others were present, never giving any indication that they spent most nights tangled in each other's arms in his remote cottage.
"You're glowing," Arabella observed over breakfast one morning, speaking low enough that the others at their table couldn't hear. "I'm guessing our cartel prince made his move?"
Lily felt heat rise to her cheeks. "I don't know what you're talking about."
"Please," Arabella rolled her eyes. "I've been watching you two pretend not to watch each other all week. It's simultaneously nauseating and adorable."
"We're just... figuring things out," Lily admitted.
"Well, figure quietly. The tennis team is developing theories, and Sophia has already started planning your wedding colors." Arabella buttered her toast with practiced precision. "For what it's worth, I think you might actually be good for each other. Just remember what I said about caution."
"Always," Lily assured her.
Later that day, as they prepared for their final night on the island, Sophia burst into their shared room, eyes wide with excitement.
"You will not believe what I just heard," she announced, bouncing onto Lily's bed. "Jake from the tennis team saw Ethan coming out of the north villa at dawn this morning." She lowered her voice dramatically. "And guess who has the north villa suite? Camila Rodriguez! You know, the one who did that Vogue spread last year?"
Lily felt a momentary panic—the north villa was close to Ethan's cottage, and she'd left just before dawn—but relief followed when she realized Sophia had drawn entirely the wrong conclusion.
"I'm sure there's a perfectly innocent explanation," she said carefully.
"Innocent? Have you seen Camila? No one looks that good in a bikini innocently," Sophia declared. "I mean, good for Ethan, right? Though I was kinda hoping he'd make a move on you, to be honest."
Lily managed a noncommittal hum, hiding her smile. If only Sophia knew.
The final evening featured a lavish farewell dinner on the beach, complete with torches, a seafood feast, and local musicians. As the celebration wound down, Lily found a moment alone with Ethan near the water's edge, far enough from the group to speak privately.
"I'm going to miss this," she admitted, looking out at the moonlit ocean. "The freedom. The simplicity."
"It doesn't have to end," he said, standing close enough that their arms barely touched—the most contact they allowed themselves in the potential view of others. "Back at Harvard, we'll just be more careful."
"You really want to continue this? Even with all the complications?"
He turned to face her, his expression serious in the flickering torchlight. "I've spent my life doing what was expected, making the strategic choice. This—you—it's the first thing I've chosen simply because I want it." His fingers brushed against hers briefly. "Whatever this is between us, I want to see where it leads."
The raw honesty in his voice convinced her more than any polished declaration could have. Because she understood exactly what he meant—the rare freedom of choosing something for oneself, outside the expectations of dynasty and duty.
"Me too," she said softly. "But we have to be careful. My family... they wouldn't understand."
"Neither would mine," he agreed. "So we keep it private. Our secret."
As they returned to the group, rejoining the farewell festivities, Lily felt lighter than she had in years. For once, she had something that was entirely her own—not part of the Feng legacy, not bound by family obligation. Just hers. Just theirs.
What she didn't realize was that in Ethan's mind, the private nature of their relationship served a different purpose entirely—one that aligned perfectly with his father's interests. After all, the most valuable intelligence is gathered in moments of intimacy and trust.
The Reyes empire's expansion into Asia was about to get a significant boost, though not in the way Diego Reyes might have expected. His son had learned the family business well: identify an asset, cultivate it carefully, and extract maximum value.
That Ethan might be developing genuine feelings alongside his calculations only made the game more interesting—and potentially more dangerous for them both.