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Chapter 12: chapter 12: Sara and William



(Note: so yeah i cried creating this one enjoy the read i don't know where i am going with the story but one day at a time i suppose sigh go read bring a tissue at least.)

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(POV 3rd)

William and Sara could be seen having an intense "conversation" ,their clothes lay scattered around ,Their bodies sweating from the activities.

The two looked at each other as if they were the only ones in the galaxy, Sara thinking it's time to get him to talk kissed him and with her soft voice whispered into his ear.

"What is the clone wars" Sara asked her ruby eyes glowing red in the dark as she went up and down

William upon hearing her sobered up instantly and pushed her off, Sara was stunned as she laid there but only for a moment before scrambling out of bed.

The two faced each other on opposite ends of the bed, just staring into each other's eyes one ruby another sapphire….

(POV third)

Time seemed to be frozen around the two as they stared into each others eyes.

Yet time did indeed freeze five figures their masks showing emotions related to themselves appeared Surrounding the couple.

"THIS IS HIS TEST!!!" Said anger as she yelled in rage

"No it isn't it has yet to begin" replied sadness in a downtrodden voice

"Then why are we here?!?" confusion said out loud much like her make mask entails she is confused

"OH I Know are we here to give him a gift?" Asked joy as she jumped up and down in happiness

"No" replied serenity her voice somehow holding anger from speaking

"We are here to watch him make the choice" she answered their questions with this one sentence.

Anger was bubbling with rage as she shouted out her face inches away from William .

"HE DOES NOT DESERVE THE CHOICE WE SHOULD HAVE THROWN HIM INTO THE-" as she shouted she stopped looked at serenity and said

"I request a vote!" She growled out her eyes sparkling with yellow lightning

Serenity and the others looked at each other then serenity spoke her voice slow and calmly sounding out

"And what do you wish to vote for" she asked

A spectral voice sounded out as a laugh could be heard from anger's mouth

"I vote we throw him into a droid body" she said anger still in her tone yet somehow unusual though the others didn't notice.

"And what purpose does that serve?" Sadness and serenity spoke at the same time.

Scoffing anger replied "he always thinks he has no emotions correct" she paused clearly basking in what she's about to say.

"Since he thinks he has no emotion let's give him his no emotions " a laugh almost sounded out of her mouth but she stopped herself.

The others sat in silence until serenity spoke

"We are not here to interfere in his decision we are only here to watch it and record it in the Journal" her usual calm voice somehow was not there yet she still spoke In a peaceful manner.

Crackling could be heard as anger clenched her hand breaking down her spectral form for a moment.

"FINE WATCH HIM CHOOSE THE SAME WAY" she shouted and grew silent as she watched.

The others watched as well yet sadness had been silently weeping as she watched a small impeccable mumble could be heard yet she too grew silent.

The five stood and watched waiting for the outsider's choice.

(POV mc)

'How does she know' i thought as Sara and I stared at each other mere seconds have passed by yet it feels like longer.

I turned my head to see a blaster on my side of the bed on the nightstand and i looked over to her side she had a blaster as well.

Also noticing the blaster she instantly started moving I too was not a split second behind grabbing the blaster.

Pointing blasters at each other we stood on opposite ends of the bed both naked holding a blaster.

She was the first to speak "so what is the clone wars the droids won't give me too much detail" her smiling face and her naked body certainly can make anyone talk, but i ain't anyone I have been through the honey trap before I am no stranger to it.

I smiled back and answered

"The clone wars my dear Sara is not of your concern that's for the next generations to worry about now forget about it and let's go to bed" I motioned with my eyes to the bed.

She looked at me with her ruby eyes and said

"William" her soft voice entering my heart yet I did not falter. "Tell me please I want to know what the clone wars were about I must know" she leaned forward slightly her figure showing more in the moonlight 'fuck i should not have parked the ship below the moon' i thought

But i still held my blaster firmly seeing it not working she sighed and said again in her sweet little voice as she tilted her head "William can we talk about this please"

Hearing this and seeing her actions are vastly different she is still aiming the blaster at my chest.

"Haha Sara you say that but you're still pointing the blaster" i laughed and replied

Frowning she said "do we have to do this" her voice sounded sad i knew it was genuine as this past month we have been like a married couple telling each other everything about ourselves ,of course it wasn't secrets like I'm a reincarnated person.

"Sara i indeed told the droids to follow your orders but you used it to pry into my secrets I love you i really do for the first time I felt emotions even if they weren't mine" i said she was genuinely confused but she quickly connected the dots.

Seeing the look of realization on her face I spoke "so you realize now?" I said she nodded her face grew serious

"Who are you what happened to William" she said now holding both hands on her blaster instead of one

"William died on Tatooine due to his stupidity and has left this mortal plain I am just a wonderer between universes i just happened to enter his body and gained his memory" I said plainly she wasn't too surprised looking at her it seems she is smarter than I give her credit for.

"What now" I said we both still were aiming at each other the entire conversation was only 3 minutes yet it felt much longer

" i didn't fall in love with William in the first place it was you" she muttered but I couldn't hear her

"Let's take a step back also is you blaster set for stun" I asked her she shook her head and looked at me for my answer shaking my head as well it was silent .

I felt like I needed to make a choice and i only had three options and i don't like two of them deciding to ask her a question i chose to ask and what she says will inevitably make my decision.

"Do you love me Sara or do you love William"

She looked at me a small line of tears exiting her eyes after thirty seconds she looked at my eyes and said

"I never loved William" she paused and continued "over the month I grew to love you not William" she said.

Hearing her my long locked heart finally beat once more i never cared for women i just casually threw them away as they always wanted money or power, it's always something that they wanted from me yet Sara grew to love me?.

"Is this an act!!" I said angrily i didn't notice but I squeezed the trigger tighter making it on the verge of firing

Looking at me she smiled and said

"I love you it is no ac-" before she finished a blasting sound came out of my blaster time slowed down as i tried desperately to stop it i realized that i had fired on accident my finger unconsciously pulled it.

In my desperation i thought i heard an angry laugh and a voice but I couldn't hear it clearly and didn't comprehend it as i watched in slow motion.

Slowly the blaster shot went out of the chamber seeing Sara's tears and her pistol lowering i could only watch in horror and despair and my brain forced me to watch my body not responding to my calls.

Going through the air i closed my eyes tears starting to form as it embedded itself into Sara's chest finally I felt like i could move and i rushed towards Sara sliding on my knees blood coming out.

"SARA!!" I cried out as I held her in my arms.

Looking up at me with a weak smile she said

"I really loved you willingly it was no act i just wanted to know you-r *cough* ha-ard shi-ps"

Her hand slowly moved towards my cheek.

Helping her hand I held it on my cheek

Quickly i shouted out "COMMANDO DROID BRING ME A BACTA INJECTOR NOW!!!!"

Right away the commando droids who were guarding the door rushed in one of them reached behind his back and pulled an injector out seems the were prepared for situations like this

Quickly handing it over i immediately injected bacta seeing relief on her face i quickly asked

"Are you okay can you hold out till we land" I said in a panic holding her and one of the commando droids turned into usian bolt and headed for the cockpit

Looking at me she smiled and stared at me

"I love you William don't worry maybe in the ne-xx LiFe" she struggled to say bloody tears were already forming a river out of my eyes

She tightly embraced me and said in her soft voice "it's not your fault before I G*cough* o may I have your name yOUr TrUe name" looking down at her i knew I had almost no time left the bacta only helped slow it down

With literal blood coming out of my eyes I said

"I was called Logan" softly I spoke to her

"Logan?" She managed to say and with a soft smile said her last words

"LoGaN it's Not yoUr Fault ReMeMbEr I LoVe yOu my husband I Am GlAd I MeT you *sigh*" she sighed as her eyes were no longer focused i embraced her tight and I heard her whispering one last time "goodBYE MY LOVE" in my desperation i cried "no Sara I love you don't don't go I need you I-I love you" pulling her away to see her face she smiled softly and left this world for good.

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(POV third)

"HE MADE A DIFFERENT CHOICE???" Yelled anger in surprise

"Indeed he did but it's to late" weeps sadness as she has her hands on her face, a black mist like substance slowly exuding from her yellow eyes.

"It is not too late can't you use his gift?" Said confusion looking at serenity

"No I still need his gift-" replied serenity but before she could continue anger raged out

"WE HAVE NO NEED OF AN OUTSIDERS POWER PLUS YOU JUST WANT TO SEE HIM SUFFER FOR WHAT HIS ANCESTORS HAVE DONE!!!" Anger saw through the so called peaceful eyes of serenity and shouted out.

"Indeed you are correct" serenity replied flatly

"But he still has yet to go through his ancestors test he has yet to even find it" serenity once again said in her "calm tone"

"Aren't you the one who now holds the key?" Asked confusion and joy in sync

Scoffing serenity replied "Yes and it shall remain so unless he finds another key" then her form slowly disappeared

Anger clenched her fist with a sparkle in her eyes she looked at joy,joy looked back a understanding formed and then joy took confusion away who was mumbling..

Anger looked and saw that her other sisters have left and floated over to Sara's body and placed her hand over her belly

Using some sort of force technique her form slowly flickered as she completed her goal

Looking at the outsider crying tears of blood she nodded "good outsider it seems you have found your heartbeat I lost mine long ago"

Then her form faded leaving nothing but William and Sara's cold corpse…


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