Speak of The Devil

I slipped the hand that was holding his cheek down his neck as I massaged his shoulder, causing his jacket, precariously hanging on his shoulders, to fall down. Gently, I gathered my hand in the middle of his collarbone and pulled his tie.“Lee Nan, what are you doing?”His voice trembled, his eyes shook, and even his moist lips, wet with my saliva, were trembling.Pushing my leg between his thighs, pressing against his center, I whispered in a low voice, “Stay still before I tie you up.”As I pulled his loosened tie, Jung Yiyeon’s eyes widened. Why did his panicked face look so comical? Suddenly, I burst out laughing.Wasn’t I feeling better now than when I saw his face confessing to me?I kissed Jung Yiyeon again. His arm in a cast made it difficult to touch his body, but thanks to the injury, Jung Yiyeon couldn’t resist me properly.Moving my hand down, I undid Jung Yiyeon’s belt buckle. Then, I unfastened his pants hook, unzipped them, and slid my hand inside. Jung Yiyeon trembled as I touched him inside his underwear. It seemed like he couldn’t even breathe properly when I grasped his erect member tightly.After teasing him a few times in my hand, he responded well. It seemed like his condition wasn’t too bad to stand erect.“This…?”Suddenly, Jung Yiyeon grabbed my shoulder and pushed me away. There was a brief standoff between me, who didn’t want to be pushed away, and Jung Yiyeon, who was trying to push me.“I didn’t come here for this.”“Jung Yiyeon. So, you don’t want to do it with me?”I was spouting nonsense, knowing he wouldn’t respond to my question.“I want to do it now.”Jung Yiyeon’s face turned crimson. I noticed his grip was weak as he pushed me away.I knelt in front of him and put what I had been holding in my hand into my mouth.“Ugh!”As if taken by surprise, Jung Yiyeon grabbed my shoulder, trembling. But it was already too late after I had snatched his vital spot. The man’s resistance was futile.That was something I knew best. It was not long ago that Jung Yiyeon had pinned me down here and sucked my cock at will. Only the positions had changed, and I sucked Jung Yiyeon’s penis, feeling a déjà vu from that time. With his penis in my mouth, filled with saliva, I sucked it greedily, moving my tongue.The hot breath of the man quickly rose above my head. Jung Yiyeon grabbed my shoulder with his right hand, his body bending without even making a sound.It felt as if my head was being embraced by him. I opened my mouth wider and swallowed what had hardened enough, sucking it deep into my throat. When the firm glans scratched the roof of my mouth and tongue, I felt a slight nausea, but I didn’t mind. Instead, it added an odd sensation as I sucked Jung Yiyeon’s penis deeper and deeper, until my face touched his crotch.“Ah… Ugh-”As I pulled out, Jung Yiyeon let out a hot moan. Listening to the low moans tickling my ears, I swallowed Jung Yiyeon’s penis deeply once again. Again and again, I pushed his swollen penis into my mouth as deeply as it could touch my throat. As if unable to bear the pleasure, Jung Yiyeon’s thighs trembled.“Uh….”I rubbed my lips against the penis shaft, making a popping sound. I licked the swollen veins with my tongue and gently fondled and caressed his testicles with my hand.Then, I moved my right hand inside my pants. As I slid down from the waist, my fingers touched the curve of his buttocks. As my fingertips touched the creases, I spread them apart and pushed my fingers inside.It would have been better if there was lubricant. If I went inside to get it, Jung Yiyeon might run away and disappear.I tried to relax my grip as much as possible and pushed two fingers inside. As I gently spread my fingers left and right, it seemed like they would go in with a little effort.“Now… stop.”As if pleading to stop at a subject that excited him too quickly, Jung Yiyeon begged to stop. With his head bent as if embracing my head, he couldn’t even look at me properly.Since he wasn’t looking at me, he didn’t notice that I was pushing myself forward to prepare right now.Ah, I don’t know anymore. Now that I’ve thoroughly teased Jung Yiyeon’s thing, I just hope there won’t be any bloodshed.“Jung Yiyeon.”With my left hand gripping Jung Yiyeon’s penis, I called out to him. As he barely opened his eyes at my call and our eyes met, I stuck out my tongue. With the pointed tip of my tongue, I licked Jung Yiyeon’s glans as if to tease him. Moving my tongue left and right, I lasciviously licked his smooth glans, making Jung Yiyeon blush even to his ears.After that, I kissed the tip and then parted my lips, gently stroking his glans with my thumb. His body writhed as I did so.“I want to.”Jung Yiyeon’s face twisted.“I want to have sex with Jung Yiyeon.”That must have been his limit. He pushed me away with force on the hand gripping my shoulder, and I stumbled onto the corridor. It didn’t hurt. There was something more urgent than that.As I watched Jung Yiyeon approach, I pulled down my pants and underwear. Even though I had barely taken out one leg, Jung Yiyeon slid his body between my legs.“Uh…!”Fingers dug into my mouth and stole the saliva underneath my tongue. The moist fingers immediately penetrated below. At the same time, Jung Yiyeon’s lips covered mine.Ah, the cast on my arm. The stiff arm wedged between our bodies was a hindrance. Nevertheless, I reached out my arm and pulled Jung Yiyeon’s neck, kissing him and spreading my legs.“Quickly…”With a whisper, Jung Yiyeon’s forehead even swelled with blood vessels. He must have also felt that he wasn’t adequately prepared. However, unable to resist my urging, he eventually pressed the tip of his penis against me.“Ah…!”I bit my lip at the shocking sensation of being opened below. Widening the entrance and feeling the penetrating penis, it was unbearably thick. Pain like lower body paralysis. While trying to endure it, I leaned backward, arching my upper body.My upper body barely made it onto the floor, but my feet were still on the tiles of the hallway. Jung Yiyeon was also kneeling on the tiles of the hallway, without even properly taking off his clothes. Although the bed was just a few steps away, Jung Yiyeon and I were entangled in the hallway like beasts.“Ah!”The moment Jung Yiyeon’s penis crawled deep inside me, I couldn’t bear it and screamed. Despite the chill rising from the floor I had lain on, I was drenched in sweat.It felt like my stomach was full to the brim for the first time in ages. Just the sensation of fullness alone was enough to make my body heat up, but the problem was the pain. I should have loosened up a bit more, but Jung Yiyeon’s size was just too big to do it without any gel.Had I ever felt such pain during sex with Jung Yiyeon… Memories of past experiences flooded my mind in disarray as I struggled to get used to the pain while breathing shallowly.A hot right hand slipped under the shirt and stroked my abdomen. It felt like the hand rubbing my lower abdomen had unexpectedly reached here. I reached out and grabbed Jung Yiyeon’s right hand with my fingers.“Shall we stop?”Jung Yiyeon said as if we could stop now, with my thing completely inside. Even in pain, I chuckled. Is a man’s desire something that can be endured? Saying he can endure because he loves me so much, there was no irony in that.“Let’s continue…”The pain seemed to gradually subside, but my voice was locked. When I gently pulled his interlocked hand, he leaned his upper body towards me. I let go of his hand and embraced his neck.“Uh…! Ah…”Whether he took that as a signal, Jung Yiyeon slowly began to move his hips.But the movement was too shallow. And slow. Already suffering from pain, the disappointing stimulation that fell far short of what I had hoped for was even worse. I wished he would increase the pace and let pleasure flood in. At least then it wouldn’t be so painful.“Quickly…”“You’re in pain.”Ironically, Jung Yiyeon, who was overly cautious, didn’t even realize my condition.I stared intently at Jung Yiyeon. A man who struggled and endured, his face showing how hard it was for him to control his desires.“Jung Yiyeon, you…”Looking at his pain-stricken face, amidst the agony and difficulty, why couldn’t I hold back a word that would torment him even more?“You’ve always hurt me.”And that was my truth.When I loved you unilaterally, when my love ended and I wanted to cut you out of my life. And when you imprisoned me, putting even my brother in danger. I was always hurt.His face stiffened. I sensed him hesitating. Seeing signs of him wanting to pull away from me, I tightened my arms around him. If he was going to let go so easily, I wouldn’t have started.“The tenth sex. Let’s finish it.”The ten times of sex he forced. I was determined to finish it.Looking down at me, Jung Yiyeon bit his lips with a look that desperately wanted to escape from me. Truly trying to escape, I wrapped my legs around his waist. Despite the pain shooting through me every time he moved because of the inserted penis, I held onto him tightly.“And let’s end this relationship… here.”His face twisted as I whispered.“Lee Nan, I…”I silenced Jung Yiyeon’s lips with my fingers. As he looked at me as if he might die any moment, something inside me trembled. It felt somewhat exhilarating, for some reason.“Don’t speak. I don’t want to hear it.”Wasn’t this something I heard once before?When memories hidden deep in my heart surfaced, Jung Yiyeon seemed to recall the same thing.His trembling eyes, looking at me, froze for a moment. And…“Lee Nan…”From his contorted face, drops of hot liquid fell onto me.“Lee Nan…”I wiped under his eyes with my thumb. What was clearly staining my fingers was tears.Ah… he’s crying. A man well over thirty, crying because of me.I wrapped my hands around his cheeks and pulled him towards me. I kissed his lips, devoid of energy. I kissed the tear-stained corners of his eyes. I licked the sticky liquid and kissed his lips again.“Haah…”Squeezing my buttocks, I deliberately moaned as if sighing. Had I become accustomed to this sensation because of Jung Yiyeon’s immobility for a while? The pain seemed to have disappeared. It felt like the area below was wetting on its own.If Jung Yiyeon wasn’t moving, then I had to. With my legs wrapped around his waist, I moved my hips vigorously, tightening and relaxing my buttocks. With our lips barely touching, breathing hotly, I whispered softly.“Good…”The peculiar sensation from the penis buried inside me couldn’t be better. In this moment, I wanted to focus solely on this sensation, so I moved my pelvis more actively and moaned.“…It feels so good…”I squeezed Jung Yiyeon’s waist with my calves.Eventually, Jung Yiyeon accepted my sign. At this moment, he understood what I wanted from him for the last time. And there was only one thing he could do for me.“Ah! Ugh…!”Wrapping my head with his arms and grabbing my hair, Jung Yiyeon kissed me. Simultaneously, his penis retreated slightly before thrusting deep into me. Muffled moans escaped from my lips, pressed against Jung Yiyeon’s, as his penis plunged inside me.I hugged Jung Yiyeon’s back, kissed his lips, sucked his tongue. Swallowing the sticky saliva without hesitation, we continued kissing each other messily, unable to let go, kissing each other’s cheeks, chins, as if unable to let go of each other, we continued the chaotic kiss.“Ugh, ah, ah! Hng, ugh!”Jung Yiyeon’s thrusts became more intense over time. As if determined not to withdraw anymore, he forcefully pushed himself deeper into me. Every time flesh met flesh, my insides convulsed with pleasure. My senses blurred to the point of losing consciousness in the flashing lights before my eyes.I struggled to embrace Jung Yiyeon’s body. Jung Yiyeon, too, clung to me desperately with one arm. Deep furrows creased his forehead, bearing the full weight of his pain. It was a painful sight. Perhaps his body hadn’t fully recovered. Or maybe his heart hadn’t.Despite my shortness of breath, I didn’t stop kissing. Holding Jung Yiyeon close, I explored his lips and tongue with fervent movements, even swallowing his heated breath.I wanted a clean ending. I didn’t want the lingering of a tenth sex, nor did I want to attribute meaning to the past nine encounters. I simply wished for a perfect conclusion to the days between Jung Yiyeon and me.The overwhelming sensation flooding my body was merely a bonus. The tedious story Jung Yiyeon forcibly initiated found its perfect conclusion in the present sex.Unable to move freely, and with my legs wrapped around him, Jung Yiyeon climaxed inside me.Pushing away the man who couldn’t let go even after ejaculating, I expelled Jung Yiyeon, who struggled for a moment before slipping away obediently.A viscous liquid trailed between his penis and my legs, dribbling onto the floor before ceasing. Though I felt a sense of release inside, I couldn’t close the lower part due to the lack of strength.“I’ll get some tissues,” Jung Yiyeon said, adjusting his pants with one hand.He didn’t even look at my face properly as he passed me and entered the house. The scene was a mess.What a mess to make in the hallway. My clearer rationality, which had been somewhat clouded by the intense sex, chastised me. If anyone had passed by in the corridor, I wouldn’t be able to face them.And who’s going to clean this up? I wrinkled my nose at the faint, pungent smell of night-blooming jasmine lingering in the air. I hoped there wouldn’t be any embarrassing accidents left in the hallway.Since the hallway was directly connected to the living room, which was no different from my room, Jung Yiyeon returned quickly. He could have just brought the tissues and handed them to me. Despite my attempt to lift my upper body for wiping, Jung Yiyeon took the tissue himself and wiped me down below.What remained after the hours of pleasure was a lukewarm cooling body and silence.Jung Yiyeon and I both remained silent.With my elbows propping up my torso and my knees bent slightly apart, Jung Yiyeon’s act of wiping between my abdomen and legs was clearly visible. Despite having only one arm to use, he was trying hard.What could be going on in his mind right now? I stared at him blankly for a moment before breaking the silence.“Jung Yiyeon.”His hand, which had been wiping below me, paused briefly. The man’s shoulders, unable to even look at me, seemed to tremble slightly. It was strange. With such broad shoulders, it was odd to see them appear so feeble.I slowly sat up. The pitiful man leaned back slightly. To prevent him from escaping, I held his cheek and turned his face to look at me.He had definitely shed tears earlier, but there was no trace of them on his face now. His face was only slightly reddened from the aftermath of our recent intercourse, and he was still slightly sweaty.I had hoped to see some redness around his eyes, but all I could find were bruises from what my brother had done. It had been over a week, but they still had the color of lingering pain.Yet, Jung Yiyeon still…“Do you still like me?”“Yeah.”His expression, previously indifferent in hiding his emotions, changed. The suppressed sadness became apparent, and his voice trembled. It was as if he couldn’t hide this emotion any longer.“I love you.”Despite our current situation, he whispered love to me.Oh. In that moment, my heart screamed in agony. Jung Yiyeon. What should I do with you? What do I even want?Perhaps the question directed towards myself, which might have had an answer a little earlier, squeezed my heart. It hurt so much that now, I had no choice but to answer.“Then let’s… let’s date.”That was my answer.It feels like a touching moment now. Was it an unexpected thing to say? Jung Yiyeon just stared at me blankly, as if struck by lightning.“You…”When he finally spoke, his voice was as shaky as his gaze upon me.“You said it was over earlier… That we should end it…”“So, no more threats or ten times of sex this time.”I leaned a bit closer to him. Still looking at his eyes, filled with disbelief, I gently lowered my gaze and lightly kissed his lips. Then, pulling up the corners of my lips slightly, I asked, “Don’t you want to?”“It’s not like that.”His response came quickly as a flash.“I want to date.”Jung Yiyeon wrapped his arms around my waist like a child throwing a tantrum. I couldn’t help but laugh as I watched him kissing me desperately.At the moment when his audacity, almost bursting out of his clothes, seemed cute, I finally admitted that I had been mistaken. The answer was already decided when the thrill I felt from tormenting and teasing him was greater than seeing his pained expression and pushing him away.Even though there was nothing I could do by myself, the idea of relying on someone else was so unfamiliar to me, something Jung Yiyeon would never understand.I had already thought about it then. Even if Jung Yiyeon wanted me on the condition of helping my brother, the time spent with him wouldn’t be as dreadful as I imagined.Yet, the man who helped my brother without asking for anything in return, and even proved that he kept his promise… In the end, I couldn’t resist him.“I love you, Lee Nan.”Jung Yiyeon hugged me so tightly that I couldn’t breathe.I had hoped for tears, but he didn’t cry. Instead, he just kept holding onto me, kissing me repeatedly as if to reassure himself.When he mentioned the last sex and suggested ending this relationship, which had previously made me shed tears, I now understood. The last sex he insisted on was a ritual to settle all the messy past that had only hurt each other before.“Nan-ah, I love you.”In the fervor of his confession, I smiled faintly. I couldn’t bring myself to take back the words “I love you.” If asked if I loved him, it was because I didn’t love him. My love had been killed and extinguished by Jung Yiyeon long ago. But both the love I had felt and the wavering even after the love had ended were solely because of Jung Yiyeon. So, I wanted to see this relationship through with Jung Yiyeon until the end.Jung Yiyeon would probably have to work hard and wait a long time to hear the words “I love you” from my lips. Maybe that day would never come. Or perhaps Jung Yiyeon might tire out and give up first.But for now, I felt content with just this. For once, I was satisfied without any discomfort, anger, or sadness in my heart.“Come here… Let’s go wash up now.”I thought Jung Yiyeon might not let go of me until tomorrow morning or afternoon when my brother returned, so I pushed him away a bit and got up.“Are you going to wash me?”He obediently got up, but Jung Yiyeon was shameless as ever.Despite feeling a little annoyed by his shamelessness, laughter bubbled up inside me, and I couldn’t deny the tingling sensation in my chest.Hopelessly, I took Jung Yiyeon’s uninjured hand and led him to the bathroom.“Make sure the water doesn’t touch your arm.”Since we decided to date, I didn’t think about being rude like before, but informal language still slipped out of my mouth. Jung Yiyeon laughed, revealing his pristine teeth. With one arm in a cast and his clothes in disarray, covered in stains and wrinkles, he laughed with the most handsome face in the world.So, I kissed him once again.