Chapter 41: Aiko’s Sadness (41)
The skies were overcast that morning, a muted gray that mirrored the atmosphere in Haruto's classroom. It was unusual for Aiko to be quiet—she was typically the one who filled the air with her cheerful laughter and warm presence. But today, she sat at her desk by the window, her chin resting on her hand as she stared blankly outside, her usual spark dimmed.
Haruto couldn't help but notice. Something about the way her shoulders slumped and her eyes seemed distant made his chest ache. Aiko was never one to share her troubles openly, but her silence spoke volumes to him.
During recess, while their classmates ran off to play, Haruto approached her desk. "Aiko," he said softly, "want to come outside? The cherry blossoms are starting to bloom."
Aiko turned to him, her smile faint but forced. "Maybe later," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
Haruto frowned, his concern deepening. Aiko never turned down an invitation to see the blossoms. He decided to give her space for now, but his mind raced with thoughts.
Later that day, as they walked home together, Haruto mustered the courage to ask, "Aiko, is everything okay? You've seemed... different today."
Aiko hesitated, her steps slowing. She bit her lip as if deciding whether to share her thoughts. Finally, she said, "Haruto, have you ever felt like no matter how hard you try, you're still not good enough?"
Her question caught Haruto off guard. "What do you mean?"
Aiko sighed, looking down at the ground. "I had an art competition recently. I worked really hard on my painting, but I didn't win. I know it's silly to feel upset over something like this, but... it just made me wonder if I'm really any good at the things I love."
Haruto's heart clenched at her words. He had always admired Aiko's artistic talent—her paintings were full of life and emotion, a reflection of her vibrant spirit. Seeing her doubt herself felt wrong, like the sun doubting its ability to shine.
"It's not silly," Haruto said gently. "I know how much your art means to you. But just because you didn't win doesn't mean you're not talented. Your art isn't about awards—it's about the way it makes people feel. And your paintings have always made me feel something special."
Aiko stopped walking and looked up at him, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears. "You really think so?"
Haruto nodded firmly. "I know so. Don't let one competition make you forget how amazing you are."
The next day, Haruto decided to do something to cheer Aiko up. During lunch, he slipped away to the art room and borrowed some supplies. He spent the afternoon working on a project of his own, his tongue sticking out in concentration as he sketched and painted. It wasn't perfect—far from it—but he poured his heart into it.
When school ended, Haruto approached Aiko, hiding the paper behind his back. "I have something for you," he said, a little nervously.
Aiko tilted her head in curiosity. "What is it?"
Haruto revealed his creation—a drawing of the two of them under a cherry blossom tree, with petals swirling around them like a gentle breeze. He had written a message at the bottom in bold letters: "You're incredible just the way you are."
Aiko stared at the drawing, her eyes widening. Then, to Haruto's relief, her lips curled into a genuine smile. "Haruto, this is... beautiful. Thank you."
Haruto rubbed the back of his neck, feeling a little embarrassed. "It's not as good as your paintings, but I wanted to remind you that you're amazing, no matter what."
Aiko clutched the drawing to her chest, her smile softening. "It's perfect. And it means a lot to me."
Over the next few days, Aiko's spirits slowly lifted. She began to sketch again, her confidence returning with each stroke of her pencil. Haruto stayed by her side, offering encouragement and reminding her of her worth whenever doubt crept in.
One afternoon, as they sat together under the cherry blossom tree, Aiko turned to Haruto. "You know, Haruto, I don't think I've ever told you how much your support means to me. Whenever I feel lost, you're always there to help me find my way."
Haruto smiled, his heart swelling with warmth. "That's what friends are for, right?"
Aiko nodded, her gaze soft. "Yeah. But you're more than just a friend, Haruto. You're my anchor."
As the cherry blossoms danced in the wind around them, Haruto felt a deep sense of gratitude for the bond they shared. Aiko's sadness had been a storm, but together, they had weathered it, emerging stronger and closer than ever.