Chapter 44
When the coupe carrying the two people parked in the garage as if it had crashed into it, it was already pitch dark. As soon as the engine stopped vibrating, Chahyun jumped out of the car and headed straight for Misha’s house entrance, crossing the familiar garden. The sensor detected their movement and lit up the orange light.Chahyun quickly stepped inside the inner door. From the stadium until now, an inexplicable urgency had been pushing at Chahyun’s back. It felt as if he needed to get inside quickly, into a quiet and enclosed space. However, Misha, who followed him in, seemed to have no such leisure. Thud! Suddenly grabbed from behind, Chahyun tumbled awkwardly inside the entrance.“Ah…!”“Yuan… Yuan, Yuan… Yuan.”Pinning Chahyun to the cold indoor floor, Misha abruptly pressed his lips to his. The name in English slipped through the gaps of their mismatched lips multiple times. He was greedy for both calling Chahyun and kissing him simultaneously. Misha’s hair, still damp from a recent shower, hung down, and the hand gripping Chahyun’s cheek trembled slightly.“Misha… We said we’d treat our wounds.”“Later, later.”As if refusing to fall for any more excuses, Misha growled like a beast. When his lower lip was bitten painfully, Chahyun couldn’t utter a word. All he could do was inhale, seeing the eyes flushed red, abandoning all reason.I want to break you, destroy you completely… Misha’s confession was destructive, raw, and unfiltered. Yet, Chahyun had to admit it too. Every time their lips met in forbidden places, every time they crossed the line and rubbed their bodies together, he felt that bad impulse. The awkward reason that always crumbled like a sandcastle before Misha.Misha had successfully seduced Yoon Chahyun. There were no excuses.The younger man, with his long arms, pulled Chahyun’s waist close. His eyes, unable to control the desire that had risen to the top of his head, looked almost dazed as if he was about to devour Chahyun. When Chahyun quietly embraced his back, a naughty hand slipped inside the gap of his training pants as if given permission. When the hand suddenly approached a sensitive spot, Chahyun reflexively lifted his waist off the floor by a fist’s width.“Hey…”He never missed an opportunity, just like in the game. Misha’s hand quickly pried into Chahyun’s drawers as if seizing a fleeing target. When the five long fingers touched Chahyun’s pubic bone and grabbed the member lying below, his head tilted back in a circular motion. Thinking of how beautiful that hand was like marble, sparks flew in his mind.“Ah… Misha.”A few strands of hair pulled sharply as they got caught beneath his head. The hand inside the underwear stroked and grasped Chahyun’s member as if it were a precious item. Although it had only been done once before, the bold touch was both annoying and thrilling.But the unexpected moment came when the index finger, which had been circling the base, curved as if to gauge a spot. When the brazen fingertip deeply probed the hollow just below the glans,“Hah! …Ah, hh.”A flash of lightning struck. Chahyun looked up at Misha with wide eyes. However, meeting the gaze of the one who had been staring intently at his face all along sent chills down his spine.Ah, he is observing Yoon Chahyun. The face, which carefully moved the fingertip while examining the reaction as if conducting an experiment, was passionate enough to be called studious. As Chahyun shuddered and moved his waist to avoid the painful and humiliating sensation, Misha instead sharply pressed and dug into that hollow.“…Ah, ah!”With a shudder, Chahyun arched his back upwards. The movement was so sudden that even Misha’s body swayed slightly. At the same time, a terrifying sense of defeat surged. He had been discovered. His weakness had been exposed.Having done the same thing just a week ago, Misha seemed to have completely learned Chahyun’s reactions. Where to touch to make him curl his legs, where to stroke to make him grit his teeth. If it goes on like this, escaping is useless. Holding Chahyun’s curved waist with one arm, Misha finally started scraping up the underside of his penis with his nails.“Ah, don’t… not there… no, not there…”“Not here?”“No, no, you’re wrong… listen to me… ah!”His body lost control as it lost composure. The violent pleasure struck his spinal cord, making Chahyun rub the back of his head against the hard floor. His firm pelvis shook up and down, slightly bumping into Misha’s stomach. The core of his penis stood stiff and began to rise inside his underwear in the blink of an eye.“Ah, ah…”“You can lie… I like you, Yuan.”The arrogant words made him wet instantly. Chahyun realized for the first time that he could leak precum so quickly. Rubbing the now slippery shaft, Misha pressed his lips to Chahyun’s exposed neck.The situation was different from when they revealed each other’s vulnerabilities and rubbed against each other. The awareness of being driven somewhere alone, oppressed by another’s strength, melted Chahyun’s brain like thin porridge. More, more, he wanted him to scratch more, a sensation so tearfully intense it made him want to push Misha away…“It’s not… a lie. Really, if you do that, I’ll… soon…”Chahyun’s muscles, tightly flexed, kept opening up like a loose knot. As Misha pressed his body closer into that gap, the heavy rise of his lower body was felt directly. Chahyun grabbed Misha’s shoulders, squeezing hard, as Misha rubbed the entire length of his member with varying pressure. The shrill pleasure of being scratched repeatedly below.“Hnn… ngh.”His pride vanished like smoke, and his waist wriggled. When Chahyun came to his senses, he was moving himself, rubbing against Misha’s hand. Watching the filthy sight as if engraving it into his memory, Misha rubbed the tip of the glans painfully with his thumb. The next moment, a neatly trimmed nail pressed hard into the urethral opening.“…Ugh… ah… ngh…!”Chahyun’s vision went white, and he threw his head back. It was instantaneous. Along with the sorrowful sense of climax, a knife-like pleasure pierced through. Feeling breathless, Chahyun’s back stiffened like a tree branch.“… ngh…”It was a climax that felt like an eternity. Watching Chahyun’s expression, Misha brought his lips to the raised chin. Chahyun felt the damp kisses descending to his neck, staring blankly at the far-off ceiling with blurry eyes.It was a one-sided pleasure. This extreme sensation, cornered and on edge, was unlike anything Chahyun had experienced in his life.After the tidal wave of pleasure swept through, it left behind a trembling like grains of sand. His body sagged downwards, breathing harshly as if he had just sprinted. But Misha didn’t give Chahyun any time to writhe in the afterglow.“Ha, haa… haa.”“Yuan…”He withdrew his hand from Chahyun’s pants and brought his mouth to the semen collected in his palm. Then, with a lapping, lapping motion, he licked and swallowed it all with a face like a dog that hadn’t eaten for days. Chahyun saw his throat bob up and down several times. Though he thought he could bear it the second time, he shut his eyes tightly at the sight of his clear fluids on Misha’s red lips. This perverted bastard…“Because of you… I really feel like I’m going crazy…”“I want to eat everything that comes out of your body. It’s too precious.”“Stop it, please…”“Sorry.”But it was delicious. Misha clearly whispered the unintended sensual words as he pressed his lower body between Chahyun’s legs. Holding his head to keep it from lolling to the side, Chahyun looked down at the scene. Misha, revealing a fierce curve beneath his training pants, stared at Chahyun with an intense gaze.“…”Feeling the volume pressing against the inside of his thighs, Chahyun frowned. This act had a next step.Two grown men getting excited and rubbing against each other solved nothing. Especially with a partner who had just turned twenty. But this was an unknown territory. It was an event of a lifetime, something Yoon Chahyun had never considered or thought he would be involved in.He wasn’t entirely ignorant about such sex. There had been partners who playfully suggested it, but it always felt too unfamiliar to entertain. However, with the partner being male, and given it was Yoon Chahyun and Misha Asplund, there were no other options left. Even if the sky fell, there was only one way out. So, even without knowing the specific algorithm, he understood that they had to divide the positions.“Misha… this is your first time for everything, right?”It was a petty question he really didn’t want to ask, but he had no choice. Misha nodded as if it were obvious. As if he hadn’t even considered doing such things with anyone other than Yoon Chahyun.“Yeah, I guess so…”It was an answer consistent with certainty. Chahyun sighed, looking up at the ceiling. The thought of experiencing sex before having even kissed anyone was scarier.The urge to destroy someone out of sheer intensity… Chahyun wasn’t unfamiliar with it. It’s human nature to want to leave the first footprint in untouched snow. Misha was overly erotic for someone so young and inexperienced. Moreover, the fact that Misha was somewhat aware of this made him even more dangerous. He constantly used his face and body to seduce Chahyun.If given the right to choose roles first, Yoon Chahyun naturally wanted to take Misha. Throughout his life, there had never been any other option, nor had he ever imagined another. If possible, he wanted to hold him, kiss him, and do his best to give him the utmost pleasure. He wanted to show the pitiful Misha how wonderful and joyous it was to love and be loved by another. The only thing holding him back at this moment was an unexpected emotion.If Misha gave his first time to Chahyun, wouldn’t it be fair for Chahyun to do the same?Seeing Chahyun lost in thought, Misha seemed to grasp something and quietly lowered his head. Pressing his warm forehead near Chahyun’s collarbone, he whispered softly.“I don’t care what happens to me, Yuan.”“You don’t care?”“As long as you’re happy, you can do whatever you want…”Bullshit. Chahyun muttered inwardly. This kid was so coy. Despite his words, the heated object pressed against Chahyun’s abdomen betrayed his arousal. Moreover, Misha’s habitual submissiveness only fueled Chahyun’s resistance. His habit of speaking as if he were a disposable item was hard to shake off.Ah, to hell with it. Overcome with a sudden tenderness, Chahyun hugged Misha’s neck tightly. An impulsive word slipped out.“Alright… do as you wish.”But just for today. Misha paused momentarily, then nodded like a broken toy. That cute gesture was more than enough to make Chahyun willingly forgo many things.“But just for today,” Chahyun whispered. Misha paused for a moment, then nodded like a broken toy. That cute gesture was more than enough to make Chahyun willingly forgo many things.Misha almost buried his mouth against Chahyun’s, biting down hard with his canine teeth somewhere. The sharp taste of iron spread. He grabbed Chahyun’s chin firmly with one hand and shoved his tongue in, as if intending to choke him. Sucking strongly until their mouths were about to burst, he poked Chahyun’s mouth somewhere with the tip of his tongue, causing saliva to spill out.Everything was too hurried. Even as Chahyun opened his mouth wider, Misha was impatient. He swallowed the saliva gathering in Chahyun’s mouth as if it were life-sustaining. As Chahyun closed his eyes to the agonizing sound of gulping, Misha lowered his other hand and grabbed Chahyun’s pants firmly.The training pants and briefs clumsily hanging around Chahyun’s hips were pulled down swiftly. Misha threw them aside. Chahyun’s clothes were discarded like rags at the entrance. The thought of lying half-naked at someone else’s front door tickled Chahyun’s back.“…Mm, …”“…”Leaving only Chahyun’s lower body exposed, Misha shoved his right thigh between Chahyun’s bare legs. Chahyun’s legs spread open like a broken pair of scissors. Misha remained fully clothed. Chahyun wanted to say something, but the unending kiss made him feel like his teeth might be pulled out. The boundary of their touching membranes blurred, and a boiling heat rose to the top of Chahyun’s head. Breathless and nearly losing consciousness, their lips finally parted.“Ha… haa, haa…”Misha’s kiss felt good, but it turned Chahyun into a fool. As he lay on the floor, panting heavily, Misha reached out and rolled up Chahyun’s white t-shirt almost to the point of tearing it. Under the dim light, Chahyun’s chest, rising and falling, was fully exposed to the cool air.Feeling like a pinned frog, Chahyun stuck to the floor. Misha stared at Chahyun’s naked body with a dazed expression, as if spellbound by the athlete’s form honed through training and practice. Chahyun turned his head in inevitable embarrassment, prompting Misha to abruptly lean down. He placed his lips on the sharply raised nipple on Chahyun’s right chest.“…!”As Chahyun’s stomach flinched, Misha pinned down his rising torso with his chin and immediately took it into his mouth. Instead of biting or sucking, Misha’s tongue moved in circular motions around Chahyun’s nipple, as if kissing it. It was a strange sensation, as if Misha was apologizing for pinching and rubbing it a few hours ago in the infirmary. The unfamiliar feeling brought out a brief, embarrassed laugh.“Misha, that’s a bit… strange.”I don’t really like it… At the same time, Misha’s sharp tongue flicked at the tip of Chahyun’s nipple, almost breaking it. Then, the broad front of his tongue swept up the entire nipple without rhythm. The laugh disappeared, replaced by a gasp as Chahyun’s breath hitched. The unusual sensation of an unfamiliar organ being warmly sucked made Chahyun twist his body, but Misha, instead, slid his hand behind Chahyun’s shoulder blade and pushed his chest closer to his mouth.“Ah, I don’t feel anything… Ah, Misha.”The pressure inside his mouth intensified, pulling so forcefully that it made Chahyun nervous. His entire nipple protruded as if to peak, only to be repeatedly suppressed right back down. Though he had earlier said to do as he pleased, this felt too meaningless. What good taste was there in this? As he thought this, gripping the back of Misha’s head tightly enough to make his hair slip, Misha opened his eyes towards Chahyun.“Stop now… okay?”“Mm…”Misha’s sudden whimper scratched against Chahyun like a broom. His face showed an unbearable lack and disappointment. With saliva bundling in his mouth, he kissed around Chahyun’s nipple several times. Disappointed lips moved closer, grazing over the ribs until they reached near the sternum. As the lower abdomen trembled, the holy expression of kissing the relic once again sparked impure flames within Chahyun’s heart. Below, the moist genitals began to gently throb again.Ah, before this immature and young person, Chahyun wanted to appear as adult-like and rational as possible. However, it was inevitable that this would soon be shattered by the other party. Trembling, Chahyun pushed Misha’s shoulders away roughly, speaking harshly.“Just… put it in now.”Inside… Saying this while making himself the target of insertion felt like it would break his mind. His brain kept feeling strange due to acts that exceeded common sense. Chahyun forcefully fixed his waist on Misha, who was standing with his trousers. As his hand shook and he scratched the band of the pants several times, Misha frowned.“Yuan. I might make a mistake.”“It’s okay.”“I don’t know much, and I don’t know what might happen.”“I don’t know either… This is my first time doing this with you.”As Misha hesitantly answered, his pupils abruptly changed color. Then, with a firm grip, he grabbed Chahyun’s thigh roughly. He pulled each thick and muscular leg with his arms, stretching out his waist and tightly wrapping his chest in the T-shirt.“Ah….”Misha pulled Chahyun’s lower body close, kneeling his legs under, and retrieved his bulging item, as if about to burst from his pants. From shaft to tip, a handsome member popped out abruptly, nodding as it swayed up and down. Despite never stimulating itself, its ample mass was visibly excited, with veins flushed red.When had Misha ever flirted so enticingly with spread legs? The Misha now was different even in expression from before. With a fierce face twisted entirely, he parted Chahyun’s knees. Evidence of premature arousal was clearly evident in Misha’s eyes. Chahyun’s rationality, too, reluctantly opened a gap to indulge in what he was seeing.“Ah… This is really strange.”“What’s wrong?”“What we’re doing now… between us…”Two hairless genitals collided. Being habituated to hair removal since adolescence made this unsurprising, but now faced with such a blatantly exposed form of another man’s body, it was undeniable. Misha seemed equally captivated, eyes feverish between sweaty hair on his forehead.Through widely parted legs, Misha lifted Chahyun’s moist genitals, then grasped his own with another hand, carefully lowering it as if to gauge the perfect position. The reddened tip took hold, moving back and forth. Where should it go? “Yuan…” If asked that question, he might have recoiled in embarrassment. But Misha seemed to possess knowledge at least as much as Yoon Chahyun did. Yet as Chahyun found the glans unexpectedly under his crotch, he involuntarily held his breath.It felt like someone had brought a fist underneath. However much he thought, the space inside his pelvis was inadequate. Chahyun had no gap to insert such a thing. Nevertheless, this was now an unavoidable situation that he did not want to reverse. With an urgent heart, Chahyun grabbed Misha’s forearm and whispered softly.“Misha, just wait a moment…”“Why?”Even amid this urgency, a nervous gaze met Chahyun’s face. Rushing in without knowing anything and seeing blood was the fate of the first experience, but Chahyun did not want to experience such a scary experience to himself and Misha.“Please take out what’s in the front pocket of my bag.”Chahyun pointed to his team bag lying in front of the entrance. It was within easy reach for Misha but seemed distant to Chahyun, sprawled out on the floor. Understanding the request, Misha lifted the bag with a puzzled expression, unzipped it, and pulled out only a tube of toothpaste.“Is this what you mean by ‘warming cream’?”“I think it’s supposed to be applied.”“Now? Where?”“Below… Me… To make it slippery.”Misha’s eyes widened in surprise. His startled gaze scanned Chahyun’s face back and forth. Was he serious? The bewildered expression seemed to confirm it.“But you don’t put this kind of thing there.”“I know. But still, is there any other way?”“But if we really do that… Yuan.”“Quickly.”Reluctantly, from Misha’s hesitating hand, Chahyun took the tube as if snatching it away. It felt odd to use a cream meant for practice or games before sex, lying in the entrance. Opening the cap and squeezing the contents onto his palm, Chahyun felt yet another barrier of modesty crumbling. It wasn’t remarkable now.Chahyun spread the cream on his fingers and looked at Misha. He couldn’t hide his surprise as he watched Chahyun’s actions. Chahyun knew what he was worried about.Chahyun brought the cream down and pushed it straight into his buttock cleft. The cold, slippery sensation spread smoothly between the cheeks. Folding one leg to push the remaining cream deeper inside, he met Misha’s gaze staring directly at him. He felt like he had become someone who couldn’t hide their body anymore.“Don’t look at me like that. I have to live too. I have to keep running for a few more years.”“Yuan…”“We… we have finals to go to… and…”He struggled to speak coherently, his breath catching. Chahyun flicked his finger to spread the cream into the corner he had exposed. Though his fingertip lightly grazed the closed hole, it was difficult to get the right angle.As Chahyun hesitated with one finger pushed inside and dawdled, Misha sitting in front could be seen shaking slightly up and down.It was then that a mischievous thought occurred to him.“Misha, your hand.”Not understanding, he promptly extended his right hand. When Chahyun squeezed the cream onto his palm, his eyes widened in surprise.“Could you apply this side for me? I can’t reach well.”“Uh… is that okay?”“Yeah. But you need to do a lot, a lot.”“…Have you ever done this before?”“Me? Done this?”At times like these, his mischievous habit and defense mechanism kicked in. Smiling slightly, Misha’s eyes twinkled. He leaned in, grabbed Chahyun’s buttock with one hand, and forcefully pushed his cream-covered fingertips into the gap.“Ah…!”Two fingers quickly slid into his body. Because of the smooth slipperiness, a strange sensation passed like a bullet. Chahyun straightened his waist, grabbed his arm behind and looked down below. Misha’s fingers pushing into his body was vividly reflected in his eyes. When he twitched his waist, without hesitation, Misha had a surprised expression on his face.“Does it hurt?”“No, it doesn’t hurt… Use the longest one instead of that. And don’t go too deep.”Even without special knowledge, he roughly knew that lubricant had to be applied generously. Misha, seeming to comply and resist at the same time to Chahyun’s words, pushed his index finger along with his middle finger inside. Even with a slight volume, it made his head dizzy. Yoon Chahyun himself had never touched his body in his lifetime, so Misha seriously looked at his tight-fitting flesh.“… Ah…”As half the amount of cream that filled the entrance tube was dispensed, Chahyun rotated his finger to spread it evenly and smoothly. The awkward touch and sticky sound made him dizzy. Touching someone else’s insides felt strange.Chahyun pushed his fingers in deeply until they touched the perineum, then withdrew them, leaving just the tip to scratch around the opening. It was a gesture that seemed halfway between learning and practice.“Ah… Oh…”After a few seconds, a strange warmth surged from below. Chahyun, who had spread the cream all over his hand, also realized it. Although both had forgotten about the abnormal situation, this temporary lubricant didn’t take long to start working effectively on average.“Ah… It’s hot…”“Misha, we shouldn’t have used it here after all.”“Ah… Haha, it’s really… hot, more than I thought…”“We need to wash it off again.”