I AM HIS ONLY LOVE

I wasn't looking at him when I was talking, so I didn't notice when he got up and stand in front of me. He just grabbed me by the hand and pull me up to himself for a hug saying; "Come here, I can't believe you are this strong after going through all that, but you still need to punish them, especially that animal."

He said while caressing my head and back. I wanted to push him off me but I stopped on second thought. I placed my head on his broad chest and my hands behind him after pondering on what to do for a while, taking in his sent that was so heavenly, forgetting we were in uniform and we're not supposed to be hugging.

He lifted my head to look at my face and our eyes got lost in each others. For a moment I thought we'll be kissing soon, because I saw his face coming closer and closer to mine that I could feel his breath fanning my face, while his lips were slightly parted the same way as mine.

Just as he was about to capture my lips in his or so i thought, we heard his phone ringing, which caused us to separate forcefully. I noticed the anger on his face as he turn to the other side to answer his phone, this made me giggle at his behavior and I think he heard me do so.

"Gideon! what do you want!..... I know someone sent them... don't you think I know that already... what about the program.... we'll be there soon. bye."

Enoch said to the person on the other side of the phone, which I know it was his partner giving him update on what was happening at the park and with the men who misbehaved with me.

"We have to get going, the program is over, and your people are looking for you, especially that Steno man, he won't leave without you, so impulsive." Enoch said, with his usual expressionless face.

I didn't know either what he said was out of jealousy or anger, because I couldn't see any reason why he should feel any of it. I just nob my head in response, not wanting to say anything to upset him even more.

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We got to the park and immediately we entered the venue, all eyes was on us. Thank God he stopped holding my hand before we entered, I don't know what they would've thought about us, because even though we entered separately, I could still see all kinds of eye on me with deferent thoughts of their own.

"You can't just go anywhere you want and keep us all waiting, without informing me okay? You have to tell me whenever you want to go somewhere got that?" Steno said upon seeing me, with anger.

"Wait Mr..? Calm down ok, it's not like she got lost, I knew where she was so I went to get her, and she's here anyway, so no need to be angry." Enoch said, trying to defend me.

" And that is not your job but mine, am here as your coordinator, so she needs to inform me where ever she goes and whatever she does, not you." Steno said looking so furious at Enoch.

" Do you even know what she wants trough just now? And must she tell you even if she wants to go make out with someone?" Enoch asked mockingly, making everyone turn to look at him, including me. I wonder why he said that, making everyone think we just had sex, when we just hugged and nothing more.

Steno could not believe what he just heard, so he kept looking at me with a face that says, "Did you really do that with him, how cheap" But he did not say anything, so Enoch continue to talk.

"I drought her safe and sound, I need to get going, our bus is ready, see you some other time." He started walking away after saying that, but then he stopped and walk back to me and whispered into my ears in a way that made everyone think he was going to kiss me in front of everybody, even I did.

" This is not goodbye right? am hoping to see you again soon." I didn't know what to do or say, so I just nob my head in response, before he turned to leave with a smirk on his face, without even looking at the people around to see their reaction.

He left, without saying goodbye, meaning I'll see him again, but when, I could not tell. I stood there gazing at his retreating figure untill he disappeared after boarding the bus, only then did I remember I was in the midst of my envious and jealous coworkers.

I went straight to the bus meant for the Police personals and took my seat, not wanting to answer any question from anyone, not even Steno our coordinator or my partner Gasper.

I looked out the window of the bus all the way back home, and thank God nobody disturbed my day-dreaming. I kept thinking about Enoch and what he did for me in the past three days, and also about his last words to me, not knowing when or where I'll be seeing him again. What will even bring us back together again? I had no hope in anyway.

I got home late in the night and I was in a hurry to go to bed, even though I had a day off the next day. I changed into my robe and took a quick bath, got myself something to eat and went straight to bed not waiting for the food to digest.

I couldn't sleep immediately and kept tossing here and there on my bed, so I visited my dairy and wrote down everything that happened in the past three days. I went back to sleep afterwards because I was feeling sleepy.

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A knock on my door wake me up. For a while I thought it was morning already, but I looked around and noticed it was still evening, I checked the time and it was just few minutes after I got in bed. But I remember going to bed pass the time I saw on the clock, and I think I've been sleeping for like hours, so why was the time saying otherwise.

I went to open the door to check who it was that choose to come this late in the night. I unlocked my door and saw a figure of a man at my door. I didn't even finish saying a word when he made his way to the living room and sat on the sofa in front of the TV set.

I got close to him, to know who he was and why he was at my house late in the night, but I could not see his face properly. He was wearing an all brown up and down with a cap on, which made it difficult for me to identify him, but his stature and appearance was a bit familiar to me.

"Who are you, and what do you want in my house at this time? Why aren't you saying anything?" I asked out of fear. But instead of him to answer, he just got up from the sofa and walked back to me.

I kept going backwards in fear untill my back hit the walls behind me. he stopped right in front of me and stretch his left hand to lock the door, putting the keys in his pocket, which got me frightened immediately.

"Don't you know me? You mean you can't recognize me, what do I do for you to know who I am." He said while his fingers were caressing my face.

"From his voice, I think I know him, I have an idea who he is, but that person only comes in my dream, and this is reall, so it can't be him. Who is he then?" I kept thinking, not saying anything but instead, feeling what his fingers were doing to my face, ears and lips.

Who could it be, that got me so weak and wanting in just minutes. I really wanted to hold him, to kiss him and to do more things to him, just as I wanted him to do same to me. "Maybe my body is behaving this way because it been long since I had sex." I said to myself.

My first and last sex wasn't anything good to write home about, and for some reason, I've been feeling like trying a good sex. I held my breath to wait for what he was going to do to me next, without resisting, even though I had no idea who he was.