Change Of Taste(BL).

Su Liang on the other hand was seated hugging her knees on the cold bathroom floor. She sobbed loudly but her sobs were barely loud enough like Gu Shan's moans. She felt guilty of cheating on him. But what hurt her more was how Gu Shan reacted. She kinda expected him to react violently and act possessive towards her but nothing of the sort happened. Instead the latter was busy being pleasured by the same man she herself brought to their home. She felt like someone had stabbed her chest and her life was hanging on thin thread.

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Su Liang had stayed in the bathroom for quite some time. Her hair was dishevelled and her eyes were puffy from crying too much. She hissed sharply feeling how numb her butt was after sitting on the cold bathroom floor for hours. She walked towards the mirror and stopped to stare at her reflection. She really needed a shower to awaken her senses. She felt the longer she stayed in that state,the more wrinkled her face would be. She brushed her hair backwards to regain a bit of her decency but the stands disobediently fell back covering her face. She walked away from the mirror and turned the shower on letting the cold water wash away the negative feelings she was feeling.

When she walked in to the living room she was welcomed by the sight of Gu Shan lying lazily on the couch watching TV. She stood a distance away from him watching him silently. She felt a desperate urge to talk to him about what had happened and the silence was almost killing her. Gu Shan was too engrossed in the movie he was watching and only became aware of her presence when she cleared her throat to gain his attention. He instinctively raised his head and peeked at her over the couch.

When Su Liang realized he had noticed her ,she hesitantly walked over to the couch only to be left stranded like a fool when Gu Shan got up from the couch and walked away. Catching a glimpse of the disgusted look on his face ,Su Liang felt droplets of warm liquid rolling down her rosy cheeks. She let her emotions take the better part of her. She knew she had no right to make him talk to her but she just couldn't handle that fact.

Gu Shan stepped inside the kitchen and walked over to the fridge and took out a bottle of strawberry milk. He settled on one of the seats at the dining table and drank his milk scrolling his phone aimlessly .He did everything he could to avoid her. The next time she would show up in the same space as him, he would just go straight to bed and play possum if need be.

A certain memory crossed his mind that he gently placed his phone aside on the table and began contemplating about it. He was trying to process everything that he had done especially the sexual intercourse with the guy. He still couldn't believe himself; never did he ever imagine himself submitting to a fellow guy. He tried to come up with theories to justify his actions but he couldn't convince himself though. The sound of a chair being pulled got him out of his reverie. He instinctively looked up meeting Su Liang's puffy eyes.

Gu Shan's face flushed with anger immediately his glare landed on her. He stood up to leave.

"Can we talk....please?"Su Liang pleaded.

"There's nothing to talk about,"Gu Shan replied coldly.

"I promise I'll get my ass out of your life after this,"She pleaded further,tears streaming down her face.

Gu Shan hesitated for a moment but still he decided to give her a chance to explain herself.

Su Liang wiped her tears and sniffed before she started her lucid explanation,"Wei Nuo and I went to Relish Club last Saturday out of curiosity and I met that guy there. I'm sorry I know this doesn't justify why I cheated on you but I feel like I need to voice it out. Ever since we started dating I've always felt like you treat me like your little sister - always spoiling me with snacks and everything I wanted but when it comes to intimacy I still have unfulfilled desires and I know you can't and will never quench them. You don't even like touching me or other people touching you. I'm the one who always initiates intimacy. I have always seen other guys getting jealous of their girlfriends when they talk to other guys but not even once have I ever seen you being jealous because of me. You always say you understand - men and women coexist in the same society so it's understandable for me to talk to other guys. Sometimes I feel like you don't like me enough. Well I get that because I was the one who fell first and I was the one who confessed first but..."she paused when the memory of how they started dating resurfaced in her mind.

Su Liang as well as Gu Shan was in sophomore year studying software engineering. In their first year they ended up being partners in a task assigned by their professor. As they interacted more Su Liang couldn't suppress the growing feelings she had for him and also considering Gu Shan's ineffable beauty it was hard to resist him especially when he was acting cute just to cheer her up. She confessed to him a few months later and they started going out. She fell first and fell harder but she wasn't sure whether he had also fallen for her. He cherished her and she felt it was enough until recently when she thought of the possibility that he wasn't that much interested in her as she was in him.

"Sometimes I think you're selfish. You're only thinking about your science contests and winning trophies. We always watch the movies you suggest,we eat what you suggest and everything is always about you and I tolerated all that because I was crazy about you. I want to be happy and since I've decided that I will move out of the apartment. For tonight I will go sleep at Wei Nuo's place. I will come pick up my things tomorrow."

Gu Shan remained his stolid throughout the whole conversation. His beautiful face resembled that of an expressionless doll. He walked out of the place without saying a single word. Su Liang cried further at how heartless Gu Shan was. She stormed out of the apartment hoping to calm the raging emotions inside her.