Anxiety

I told her - was it worth it?

I was waiting for something

That never came

I'm astonished

Embracing the mud

Is she trying to avoid me?

Is she trying to reach everything but me?

I'm lack of closeness

I'm lack of happiness

Is she my m*

Again this shit

Pull out thy blade of me

I probably know what's awaits for me

It's dark, black and deserted

Everything I deserved

Shape Poisoned Soul

I'll be at the bottom - waitin'

you know?