A life with the Author

"What the fuck just happened?" I said to myself as I felt my mother's giant breast squished against my abdomen.

I did not know what the fuck just happened. Well, I did know but it was more like I refused to acknowledge it at the moment.

'Is this some kind of a lucid dream? If this is a dream, I don't want to wake up.'

{Nope. Pretty sure she was thirsting all over you.}

'Right!?' I said shocked.

So it was not a dream, it was real. My mother just climaxed while rubbing herself on me. That is absolutely wild.

And hot.

But no matter how hot it was, a sense of immorality rose in my heart. Sure, I may have dreamt about this kind of development in my earlier years as a reincarnate but...

I have looked at her as a mother figure for a long time. It just felt wrong.

{Oh please. Let us stop lying to ourselves.}

Well, it was no lie. What I said was the truth.

Maybe if this had happened earlier before I accepted her as my mother, then I would have no problem.

But now, things are a bit more complicated.

{Oh please, stop bitching. Why don't we just fuck her already?}

'Because I don't want to!! And what do you mean 'we'? There is no 'we' in this!!'

I hope it was that easy. But no, I got morals a shit.

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[Title :- The polite pervert.] *intensifies*

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{See.} the author said proudly, as if proving a point.

'It clearly says polite. Don't drag me down to your level. I have lines which I am hesitant to cross.'

I was not a pervert who would instantly jump at his own mother when they got the chance. I am not like you and would never be like you.

{If you are going to deny it, at least do so without groping her breast.} the author deadpan.

Yes, fair point.

I was currently squeezing my mother's breast in my hand. I couldn't resist, they were all over me afterall. It was like they beckoned my hand to touch them, like a magnet.

She was breathing softly while she rested her head on my chest. I involuntarily smiled when I saw her peaceful face.

This woman meant a lot to me and I was unsure if I wanted to risk our current relationship for something intimate.

"What a lewd mother I have." I sighed.

I began thinking about our current situation and looked at it from all direction. Wondering how things would develop depending on what I would choose.

I didn't know how long she had felt this way towards me, but from the fact that she was willing to assault me like this when I was sleeping and injuired, it was obvious that she was desperate and had felt this way towards me for a long, long time.

One possible development which could occur if I just remained passive and keep our current relationship, emerged in my mind.

What I imagined was my mother starting a relationship with another guy just to forget her taboo feeling about me or something.

Honestly she was young and beautiful and at some point I would have to leave her. Was I sure that she wouldn't look for a man then?

The simple picture of my mother being with another man stirred untold anger in my heart. Maybe it was due to what happened before but the simple thought or insinuation made me want to vomit and burn the world.

That anger was more than enough to completely obliterate my bullshit which I called 'moral'.

No. Not in a million years.

No way. Never.

Not with another man.

I. WON'T. GIVE. HER. AWAY.

I was willing to risk everything to make sure that she would not be with another man.

And if the only way to ensure that was to make her mine then so be it.

Mother. NO...

"Sumire Fijita"

You.

will.

be.

mine.

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[Title removed : Mommy's boy.]

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[Title removed : The polite pervert.]

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I looked at my status interface and couldn't help but laugh out loud.

'I guess I am just down bad as you guys after all.' I said.

My so called 'moral' compass did not last too long does it? When confronted with what could happen, I would rather lock Sumire up in my basement.

{Don't worry. The council of men forgives you.]

I wrapped my arms around my mother and boldly pulled her towards me. I felt her soft body on mine and this time I did not hold back.

"Well aren't you a naughty girl." I told her as I inhale her feminine scent.

She smelled like paint and grapes.

"I hope you don't blame me for what would happen in the future." I said and my arms slithered down and hold her small waist.

"After all.."

"You started it." I told her.

"You are mine now Sumire. And my promise still stands, I will take care of you and make you happy. Not only as a mother this time but also as a woman."

She was the one I cared and love the most in this world. I would argue that what I felt for her was more than what any girl would be able to make me feel.

Familial love, Romantic love, Physical love. She attracts me in every way.

I hold her close, her body felt cold. She was cooling me and calming me down.

I need her in my life.

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It was already morning and the bright sunlight shyly peeked from the hospital window and landed on our room.

I was looking Sumire whose face was resting on my chest. Her body was almost fusing with mine and I basked in the pleasant sensation of her body.

I was smiling at her and my fingers couldn't help but play with her pretty little face which was nestled on my chest.

It was like I was seeing her for the first time again. I no longer forced myself to see her as my mother and just looked at her as what she really was.

A woman.

A beautiful and lonely woman.

It was often debated whose love was stronger. A mother's love or A woman's love.

Well, the person in my arms had both love towards me.

How precious is that? I didn't know but the only thing I knew was that it was precious enough for me to never let go.

I trailed my fingers along her face. Her seemingly perfect brows, her small nose and her soft cheeks.

She looked cute while she was sleeping. The mature vibe which was usually around her was nowhere to be found.

She was a little girl again.

Then my finger caressed her lips softly. I felt the softness and gently parted her lips to see the inside of her mouth.

Pearly white teeth and the most adorable pink tongue greeted me. They were wet and looked extremely attractive.

I was just about to insert my fingers to feel her insides but suddenly I felt her moving.

Her breathing stopped and she shuffled her body. Her face rubbed on my chest as she groggily woke up.

Her eyelashes fluttered when she opened her eyes. They were big and bright purple.

Her eyes instantly examine the surrounding, they quickly adjusted to the light before they blinked in surprise.

Then her eyes moved and landed on mine.

"Eh.....?" She squeaked when she saw me. I was smiling down at her and she was shocked to see me.

"Good morning sleeping beauty." I said and my voice seemingly brought back her senses.

Her face becomes bright red and her eyes shook. She immediately tried to tear herself away from me and push me away but I held her tight.

"Yuito!!!" she screamed and struggled harder. She managed to slip away from me.

She was already up on the bed before I grabbed her and pulled her down again.

We rolled on the bed and wrestled for bit. I pushed her down and climbed on top of her. She was stunned, her face was red and she laid beneath me.

I pushed myself up and looked down at her. I smiled.

I didn't know why but she looked a lot different to me than yesterday. I was finally able to see all the things I missed when I still looked at her like my mother.

Now I saw all of her.

"You know you can't just slip into my bed like that." I said to her with a smile.

She calmed herself down and was able to regain her usual dignified expression. She looked at me and nodded.

"Sorry, I was just worried about you and fell asleep on accident." She said.

"Now dear, would you get off me-" She said and tried to push me away and while doing so, she accidently brushed against something.

She froze and she blushed again and panic.

"Sorry, morning wood." I said and finally got off her.

She just silently sat up straight and tried to act cool and composed. But the red face gave everything away.

She brought her hands up and lightly coughed a couple of times before saying "I understand."

God, she was so cute.

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That day we got out of the hospital after the doctors did a check up on me again. It was quite fun to see the surprise on their faces when they found out how fast I was healing.

Superhuman Vitality for the win I guess.

We both got home at around 5 pm and my mother quickly cooked up dinner and we ate it with smiles on our face.

She was happy. Happy that I was home and fine. Her smile was contagious and seemingly filled up the empty house.

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My relationship with my mother would take some time to develop. It would be quite difficult since she really considered me as her own son but I was not worried.

Slowly but surely, I would corrupt her and force her to accept and act out on her true feelings.

The day ended in a rather uneventful note but the next day came and I got a visitor right after breakfast.

The doorbell rang and I immediately got up to open the door as my mother was busy doing the dishes. 

I opened the door and just like I expected, I saw Marin standing infront of the door with a yellow bag and casual outfit. Her seemingly casual clothes fir her very nice in a - not trying but looks good - kinda way.

It was my first time seeing her in a different attire other than her school uniform and what can I say but 'As expected of a model.'.

She knew how to dress up.

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